31 August 2009;
President Challenge Event
7:55:00 PM
On 29 August, i was having an charity event at orchard Taka outside... president challenge.... we have been folding balloons from morning 8 to night 9 plus 10pm..... how cool & tiring was that! hahas....
I think this event was the best event i have as i get to learn lots of balloons stuff and i got a Professional Balloonist guiding me during the whole event! which is David.... I was doing the decoration thing when David ask me to help him as Jessica was helping Wei Lai..... So aft i have helped David for the decoration, i went to change to the event outfit... aft that i saw david showing his flower heart to others alpha plus ppl.... i not sure since when david pull me to the walkway where Chase, Glen, Garbriel ang others ppl was there.... He start to show me how to do the flower heart step by step.... What's in my mind was... "OMG.... David is looking at my skills.... so damn stress..." but aft quite some time i slowly felk ok and think its fun learning his balloon sculpture.... i have also listen to some of Garbriel advice on some balloons method..... the whole event was like an lesson for me....
i have learned a few sculpture from david, and i am veri happy bout it.... ^^
but what i was disappointed was
I LOST MY FA V. 160 PUMP!!!!!!!!!! have to fold balloon sculpture using 260!!!!!!!!!! (CrY)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
25 August 2009;
WatSon Sales Event
11:46:00 AM
On 21 August to 23 August, me, Joce, Lun & Cheryl went to work for watson sale at expo.... overall was fun & the boss was great!
On 21 when we first reach the place, it was big and we was quite surprize.... we have been working from 9 am to 10.30 pm for that 3 days... tiring but met quite alot of ppl. It has been stress, tiring and dirty for doing stocking.... but i did cashier mostly.... where u have to smile for long hours without stopping.... - -"'
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
10 August 2009;
11:18:00 PM
jus came back from malaysia..... overall was fun... but my phone has ruin all the moods when i was in malaysia!!!!!!!!
B4 going to malaysia my phone has already spolited on last fri. not sure what happen.... i jus unable to answer my calls using handset.... then this morning i saw my phone was perfectly fine.... but a night when i wanted to check my phone... the back cover came out.... i tried closing it again but cant... so i open up n see.... and i found out my batteries was bloated!!!!!! almost explode that kind........ i was shocked!!!! n my uncle told me the batteries has spoilted... my heart was shouting OMG...... Damn hell y this phone gib me so much problem...
now i have to use my mum phone.... and not all my contact are being key in.... hopefully i can purchase a new batteries fast.... T.T
爱一直存在
那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来 天空一样蔚蓝
却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在 站在你的门外
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
爱一直存在
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 August 2009;
2:58:00 PM
YO! Long time never update my blog again... didn't really use my desktop com (which have internet) at home.... as i was watching Taiwaniese Tv Series.... hahas..... Now at School Smart Room doing Resume.... I have done my long ago so i can surf net!!!! hahas... - -"'
Tml i will not be going to school coz i got a balloon events for metta school students. and after that i will be going to Balloon Baron to buy Pump as all my Pump announce dead on the last event which locate Hou Gang. Due to overwhelming crowd. Actually my Pump was about to spoilted conditions. plus it drop on the floor countless of time on the last event... that y my Pump announces dead... I think i really have to protect my Up - Comin Pump as i found out that I have quite a lot of spolited Pump at Home Moulding.... hahas.. -. -
Hahas.... Going to change my blog Skins le... Sayo.... ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 July 2009;
11:22:00 PM
Recently i have the weirdest dreams in my life!!!!!! i have been dreamed of liking a guy from my class, dream of steading with a guy from Alpha plus!!!!!!!!! which is not true at all?!?!?!?!?
What was happening? izzi a hint or sumtink??? when all this dream will stop.... it has been quite a few days almost one week le.... still dreaming of this... ZzZ.... now i also dun have anyone i like.... so cant be i going to have stead ba? Dun noe.... ZzZ....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
16 July 2009;
11:11:00 AM
Dame long time nv update my blog le.... too Busy to update... hahas... i'm bored.... So many things that i wanna do but didn't have the money to do.... Sad sia~~~~~~~ T.T
not much things to update le... BB
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 July 2009;
11:48:00 PM
Yo!!!! 'Resuming my blog again...
Ps... recently have been busying on balloon and gone to malaysia for holiday.... hahas.... today i finally watch finish a korean show called World Within.... rated quite nice.... romance story of coz.... about director and producers jobs.... all about television jobs.... quite interesting.... recommend to those who like romances story... ^^
today was a tired day for me, joce and Wei Lai (Balloon professional)... coz we have a balloon bootj at Yew Tee CC for Yew Tew DAy today.... having fun but there are also times that are irritating... due to some Typical Customer... i bet all hands are still feeling pain right now.... even though is late at night and the event was at the morning.... folding continuos balloon reali take lots of effort.... and by today i found out both of my pump are start to giving me problem!!!! as it is getting harder harder to pump... T.T gonna buy new pump soon.... Broke..... T.T
无重力
画面不动了
情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因
让时间停了
在伤心的镜头
被停格
电梯不动了
爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着
无重力腾空
慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡的心却摔得更重
我爱你 你爱我
是不是还不够 我不懂
为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
画面不动了
情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因
让时间停了
在伤心的镜头
被停格
电梯不动了
爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着
无重力腾空
慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重
我爱你 你爱我
是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么
付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
（I love you）
我爱你 你爱我
是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么
付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到 最后
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 June 2009;
2:59:00 AM
Nothing much to say.... jus upload sum photo of my balloon structure.. ^^ 3njoy!!!
[My 2nd Version Fish! ] [ Fish On Hook ]
[ Gui Gui Grown up! ] [ A Flower Pot to Give to your Family!]
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 May 2009;
11:29:00 AM
Today is Not So Dragging Day for me... As i'm looking forward for Today Retails Classes Teambuliding Games....
I'm in charge of the 3rd station... is a damn damn Damn boring station.... i want go 2nd station la... coz is wif cheryl, lun, Joce n Qian de... haiis... but nvm.. its over... still have alot of fun.. hahas
Aft the whole game i started to get high... hahas.... me, joce n cheryl was playing around in the retail studio... so fun!!!! Long time didn't played till so high le.... hahas.... when going home Cristin sms and told me that her wallet was lost?!?!?!?!?
Which damn it ppl go steal her wallet!!!! i curse the person whoever it is..... anyway the person will get his/her reputation soon.... Reach home took a photo of me joce & Qian.... nth to sae... enjoy the photo!!!!
-[ Me & Cheryl de 红线! ]-
-[ Me, Joce & Cheryl de 红线!] -
-[ Cheryl, lun, Joce & me de 红线! Makes a N/Z shape! ]-
-[ Our Friendship band!!! ]-
[ Actually is only a ribbon to indicate we r Teambuliding facilitor ]
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 May 2009;
10:59:00 PM
Today is another Dragging feet day for me... hahas... coz reali dun felt lyk going to school la.... Damn sian de... today must go school coz today got role play... but in the end also nv do... tml then role play cum test... ZzZ.... Sian.... is super boring de la... haiis....
Hand so ichy la... wan go touch balloon but need study first.... haiis.... So tired....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
19 May 2009;
10:48:00 PM
Today is dragging feet to school again.... Sian la.... Brought a Book of my horoscope element ytd... bring it to school to let me continue reading.... hahas.... mine is Fire element.... my own World!!! hahas..... read alot bout my horoscope is suitable with which horoscope, my horoscope legend and etc....
During lesson time i'm still continue reading... and due to my classmate want role play so the whole class went out of the studio.... and go canteen or watever de... den we just sit on a small table under the sun... and start playing buliding cards.... hahas.... so fun la... need alot patient also.... for dun now how long i then manage to finish my tower.... hahas....
-[ First level ]-
- [ Second Level ] -
- [ DOne! ] -
- [ Try doing a bigger tower with Joce, But we manage to Do till here onli ] -
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 May 2009;
10:42:00 PM
Today damn don't Felt like going to School de la... So Sian and Tired... Doc. called ytd to ask me to go take x-ray report... already plan not to go school but due to exam is comin reali veri near.. so i go school and gib the doc air plane.... hahas...
Night time i was so bored so i go and fold balloon lor.... go youtube learn some new tricks... today i learn de is rabbit.... hahas....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 May 2009;
10:41:00 PM
today went to Tampinese Mall do balloon ... damn fun la.... do lots of balloon gib those children.. see them take the balloon u create is veri happy de tink.... best part is got ppl actually like my Chicken!!!!!! hahas
but i enjoy the most in the whole event is the CLEANING UP!!! coz we get to brust balloon at each other ear!! hahas.... fun la.... but reach home tired le....
reach home i log in to msn... n started chat wif CG.... till now still chatting but coz he sae he buying Mcdonald n eat so i now posting lor....
Chatting wif him was veri fun.... n i veri direct sae about our last time relationship... he kept saying sorry la... lolx... wat i care the most is he actuslly call me JIE JIE?!?!?!? i younge then him la.... >< hahas.... he send a few song that he sang n play... quite nice.. those interested ask from him or me lor.... hahas... but he sum part sing off pitch.... opps... CG will be reading this.. hahas...
To CG: CG "Di Di", is not that u have no meaning in life is u realise ur meaning in your life.... i bet once the girl u like accept u u cfm got alot meaning in your life de la... hahas.... next time got any things to ask or sae jus tell younger then u de "JIE JIE" hahas..... Good Luck For ur Exam wors... n train ur singing... hahas....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 May 2009;
10:47:00 AM
Now At School....
My Hand Is So Ichy.... Felt Like Folding Balloon Nw... But Coz At Class So I Cannot Take Out Also in Change Ltr they Want Play With My balloon Again Then My Balloon Veri Fast Run Out...
Haiis..... So bored....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
14 May 2009;
10:39:00 AM
today got my new pack of balloon!!!!!!!! yeah!!! Damn Damn Happy de... coz got balloon to fold again... i run out of balloon ytd i'm luckily to get the new pack today! hahas...
But i haven pay Glen the money yet... Will Pay Him By This Sunday As We Are Having a Balloon Show This Sunday At Tampines...
Today i jus learn Road Runner From Joce.... Den At night i At Home I Do a Mini Road Runner!!! So Cute!!!! hahas.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 May 2009;
8:09:00 PM
-[{ My 1st Cookie Monster }] - -[{ My 2nd Cookie Monster for sis }] -
Today dun feel like going to school la... is damn damn damn dun feel like going... evenfely like skipping lesson today.. but recently have been skipping lesson le so onli can bear wif it.. Sian.... Today Joce teach me do Cookie Monster!!!! hahas... damn fun de... i like my cookie monster so much!!!!!! hahas.... Joce today use all those Balloon folding terms and tell me how to fold...
i was lyk huh?!?!? some i understand but mostly i du understand but slowly i get the hang of it... so now is fine.... today just ordered 2 pump and 2 balloon packs. Broke le la... recently have been saving money to but balloon and others stuff... but just balloon can cost a bomb of it la... Zzz....
Balloon make me broke but i enough it la... excited about july coz Our form teacher going to hire me n Joce to her daugher birthday Party and fold balloon... she sae we sae how long then she pay how much... i was like WOW.... first Customer!!! hahas.... damn excited de... and i plan to but a few more packs of balloon before i go to malaysia... den i will be folding balloon at malaysia... and my uncle birthday is around the date that we are in malaysia... so we can celebrate!!! hahas.... and my gift is his Balloon Request!! a "Chicken" hahas... actually i planing to fold Road Runner la... is also a bird type mahx... so is the same de.. hahas... so once i got my new balloon pack i will go learn how do Road Runner!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 May 2009;
7:47:00 PM
-[{ My Piggy }] - ^^ - [{ Joce Piggy ^^}]-
Went to school today... Damn tired and sian la!!!!!! early wake up the first thing that Joce gib me is.... A BALLOON PIGGY!!!! Coz they sae i pig... Zzz.... aft go to school i fold my own piggy to... mine gave it to Jeremy.... coz i dun keep my Own balloon de.... then we went back to class... the class saw me n joce folding balloon they came and ask us to fold for them.... in the end we fold alot of balloon for them... den we fold till canteen den got sum ppl saw... our classmate friends approach us and ask can help her do balloon??? and she also ask do she need to pay??? i stun when she ask me that la... coz we nv ask ppl to pay... then another classmate jus call us to sae one balloon $1.... i dun dare to tell so i abit hack care the student... then my classmate help me tell her $1 each... but eventually the student nv pay also.... hahas....
Then we went back to class.... a few classmate put money on my table and sae jus keep the money la... coz we use the balloon also need money de.... me n joce stun... hahas... super Ps de.... but still got keep the money ... den me n Joce Spilt half half... not much onli $3 onli. hahas... but hor Norvin sae in real balloon show each balloon sold for $2 each for those harder balloon is much more... for example Elmo cost $8....
If i reali sell is reali earn alot money de la... hahas....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 May 2009;
1:31:00 PM
recently busy about study, balloon and playing games... felt lyk slacking so much recently... hahas.... so damn tired la.... Zzz..... haiis.... so tired..... today took quite a few photo of nicholas Tan.... hahas.... so funny la... but due to schools rule we cant post it on blog as it will harm him for his job.... hahas.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
1:22:00 PM
Today going to celebrate Mother's day at my grandma house.... program is Eating Eating Eating.... hahas.... Our food is Home made Sushi, Sotong Ball, and Nugget.... best time is doing our own Sushi.... hahas.... so fun and nice to eat too.... We take turns do sushi and eat finish den redo again... everyone do different sushi..... same ingredient yet the looks so different.... My sushi is nice de... hahas.... but sad is nv take photo of my sushi.. onli took my aunt... T.T
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 May 2009;
11:26:00 PM
ytd didn't went to school as i was sick and i went to see doc for my finger..... hahas.... the doc actually say it was facture?!?!?!?!? ask me to take X-ray and see how it goes.... he sae mostly need put the bandage which my finger will onli recover aaround 3 months later?!?!?!?!?
Super shocked la.... jus poke ppl onli oso will factuere till so serious mehx??? anyway what done is done lor... no choice.... haiis... T.T
Tml going to Veron Birthday party... Not sure if i spell correct her name.... going there to wish her happy birthday as well as go there help her do balloon.... wif Joce n Norvin also.... at first cant reali make it but coz Joce ask me company her then i ask my sis den i can go.... hahas.... recently is busying bout study and study and reading comic!!!! ytd i go comic connection and found my long lost Comic that i want to read... and the comic onli 5 books den end le so i ask my sis buy den i pay her back as i'm seriously broke!!!!! total is 36.05 dollars.... for comic industries is counted cheap le.... hahas.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
03 May 2009;
1:28:00 PM
today wake up den start planning for sis de celebration this afternoon.... coz i'm the planner so i need plan every thing and ask ppl to do things... hahas....
celebrating wat nehx??? actually is just celebrating she had finish her first cycle of Chemo.... when preparing was sort of in a mess?!?!?!? coz my grandma don't felt any ease at when i'm in the kitchen... please la... i cook so many times for them liao still don't feel ease.... Zzz....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
02 May 2009;
1:21:00 PM
today is saturday and my finger still hurts!!!!! but the swelling went off abit la... so its still ok... but still veri pain!!!!!! haiis.... sian la.... today plan to go to Vivo City to collect Internet things but got a call from my aunt and she told us that some of our relative comin to their house and see sis..... and first they want come my house... but i don't like ppl go my house coz we nth to entertain them...
So we go to my Grandma house and let them see my sis.... so tired la.... same old word that they sae.... so i got bored den i go to my Grandma room and play my PSP..... hahas..... den play half way fall asleep.... hahas.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 May 2009;
1:08:00 PM
today went to hospital to fetch cum visit sis... as planned i go there and reach by 1 plus.... but when i reach there i saw a huge crowd.... and i ask the security can go in he told me that i can onli go in at 5?!?!?!?!?!?
i was totally unhappy about it la.... bcoZ of that damn Swine Flu reach to lvl Orange cause us 1 visitor per patient and can be onli be visited at 5!!!!!! i have to spend the 3 hour do wat sia.... damn angry la.... but no choice i have to stay at the food court there fo 3 hours reading newspaper and playing PSP......
finally 3 hour later i still need queue to register la..... the queue was all the way till outside of the hospital... i was angry till veri speechless la.... den when i finally see my sis was going to 6 liao lor.... den aft that i see her drip going finsh i though can leave early in the end when i go ask the nurse need fill any document she sae must wait for the doc see her, give med prediction and all other think... ans the nurse estimate 8 plus to 9 den can go home... i was like WTF?!?!?
but luckily 7++ go home liao la.... if not i will be angry like hell..... aft that coz is uncle fetch so we go suntec shop shop.... we went to carrefour and crazy..... hahas.... but sis got tired veri fast den we reach home and sleep.. ZzZzZzZzZ
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
12:24:00 AM
today having quite alot fun in school.... not lesson but with frienz.... we had Our customer Relation lesson first.... before lesson start we start our monkey game.... which is findinf each other white hair.... me, Qian, Cristin also have white hair but we check Joce she do not have any.... joan didn't check... forget hers.... lolx.... Joce N qian search my hair till veri messy la... they dont care and jus anyhow find... when i look at the mirror i look like a crazy women la.... lolx.. but its was fun...
then after that we has our lunch.... we plan to go to lot 1 eat but in the end we jus ate it at clementi... cristin hold joce hand & she close her eyes and walk... we kept cheating her... sae in front got tink or watever de...then Qian suddenly stop in front of Cristin, Cristin jus bang onto her... veri funny la..... den Cristin scolded and we have so much fun.... aft that we ate long john sliver..... we order our food and play again.... lolx....
Aft that we took bus and went back to school as we lazy to walk back.... by this time Joan has already went back home... before we board up the bus, i brought I-weekly to give to my sis read ltr... den when on bus Cristin ask for the magazine... so i keep her read.... she is so into the magazine la.... she kept reading even when she walking.... so it my turn to trick her... i stop in front of her and she bang onto me.... she hit my ear.... pain pain....
aft that is our retail operation lesson... that time we will good student all studying except Cristin studying her korean language..... aft the RTO lesson Joce took Cristin book and start to read the chinese part...... it was damn funny.... aft that i join her and we were playing with the think that the book sae... veri fun... aft that we play wif stichy.... Stichy learn to sae korean too.... Cristin teach him sae ( Seed-Eel-man) and Stichy pronoun as Shit - u -man!!!! damn clever de la... and he pronoun korean number 3 as Sambal as the real pronounsation is (Sam)... hahas.... we play others too... its was so fun... aft that e play poking wif norvin as he got irritated by us den he poke ppl shoulder.... den when i poke him his muscles too hard liao la... crack my right second finger... the sound was loud yet norvin like nv heard it.... till nowi still haven tell him... and my poor finger nw is swollen like a pig finger like that den my joint that part was purple in colour.... pain la... if tml nv recover i need to see tie da liao... Zzz.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
27 April 2009;
1:01:00 PM
today sis went back home and slp till 29 which is she admin to hospital.... Sian... aft the tiring projects nw is exam.... den june holidays.... Which is onli 3 weeks la....
haiis... so sian.... recently wanna play balloon and study for exam onli.... the rest dun wanna tink bout it....
SiAn!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aft school went to north point and buy dinner and buy some stationary... hahas... i promise Norvin sumtink....
Norvin.......................................................................................................
What i want to sae is......................................................
NORVIN ONG NO HAIR!!!! (没毛的)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
25 April 2009;
8:38:00 PM
today at grand ma house staying.... HAVING FLU AH!!!!!!!!!!!! fri have fever, ytd have abit flu... today flu and cough plus sore throat.... WTH??? so suffering la..... dying man.... at grandma house nth to do so go watch youtube and learn some balloon animals... i made monkey on a plam tree.... hahas..... poodle dog anf star fish.... alll tis requested by my typical uncle.... he still requested a rooster?!?!?!?!? trying to invent la.... ^^ but first i still wish my Flu faster over!!!!!
My Balloon
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JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 April 2009;
3:43:00 PM
today afternoon went to myt grandma house and eat dinner... included that i cook la.. hahas.... after dinner felt brought and start to take my balloon and play.... i fold a normal hat at first den after that i felt plan so i add star in the middle.. den my sis jus learn how to fold bear. so i put her bear at the hat also. coz the hat is for her de mahx...
then after that my cousin have been asking me to do Octopus for her... she have been asking for it for veri long time... coz i haven learn from Norvin so i nv do... but ytd i do for her coz she too noisy le... den i use my common sence to do lor.... turn out not bad ok... i stll have common sence de hor...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 April 2009;
1:51:00 AM
today is anothers tiring days for me... damn tired la... reach home bout 7 plus plus as me,Joce,Chou & Norvin North point eat... aft that we walk home..... Joyce & Chou walk in front me & Norvin walk behind due to we discussing about our presentation projects and other personal staff....
During we on the way home Joce sae me n Norvin maybe possible... but is impossible de la.... to tell the truth, i will onli gib one ppl a chance... but if he dun treasure it den like tat lor... let it pass.....
Ps: Joce... Even next life hor i oso dun wan WIF NORVIN LA... HE IS SO ....... U know de....Den we go home and rest den go company Joce go take Xiao Bai.... aft that we go Norvin house and learn new magic tricks for our presentation.... joce suddenly Sore throat lor.... den she kept drinking water.... hahas... aft that we kept playing and training about our magic... ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 April 2009;
1:11:00 PM
Now at school computer lab.. slacking.... actually is coz others student need print their projects report.. but ours done.. so nw we slacking lor..... hahas.... so tired sia.... so bored.... summore school internet is slow de lor.... wan go face book dun noe must refresh how many times den can go in... nw i still cant go in la... ZzZ.... so sian....
Ltr still need Ah ma house eat Dinner..., Sis start Chemo for 1 week. Keep Vomiting.... she whole body no strenght to move around...
Went to ah ma house and slack.... go there slp onli... hahas... sian..... bout 8 plus reach home den start to use com.... chat wif Hong Yuan first den ltr on Hong Yuan add in Cheryl n Gavin.... veri fun.... i kept laughing.... Gavin even request me a super expensive things.... hahas... aft that i go find blog skins n edit lor... then nw wan go slp le... Sayo...
妥协
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变
只为了进入你的世界
这情节
重复了一百遍
才发现
是你的心太远
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间
都是先给了
你优先权
不自觉
爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协
到头来还是误解
抱着你
不让你飞
历史不断重演
我好累
爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间
都是先给了你优先权
不自觉
爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协
到头来还是误解
抱着你
不让你飞
历史不断重演
我好累
爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解
不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协
到头来还是误解
抱着你
不让你飞
历史不断重演
我好累
爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
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3:04:00 AM
Yo yo yo!!! come to update my blog le.. which is finaly!!! hahas....
Let start from 14 april.. which is first day go to joce house and stay overnight... hahas.... We went to Norvin house first to use his laptop for projects den aft that due to Joce need go back le so we move to Joce house and do projects... We do till 3 am plus ba... den slp... When we were in Norvin house i got a nice movie to watch! hahas... that is Joce and Norvin fighting... Norvin even push Joce down the bed... So heartless..... lets enjoy the pic...
[{ - 给我打! - }]
[{ - 给我重重的打 -}]
[{ - 继续打 -}]
[{ - HOw Long Will This End? }]
ok.... nw talk bout 15 april.... we went to joce house again to stay overnight.. and do the damn it projects... which causes us so tiring... joce dad n mum not yet home yet... so we play like hell... we shout we cook maggie and play alot.... but when half way eating joce dad came home.... He sat at the living room and smoke... den he suddenly shouted.... he dun believe we doing projects... but after awhile we jus leave it lor... go back to joce room... den her mum come back.... She was drunk den she snatch my place to slp... T.T hahas... she start to sae bad things bout joce then aft complaining, she fell asleep... on the ltr part... joce accidentially knock on her den her mother laugh for dun noe wat reason....
aft this few days, we have been stay whole night doing projects.. kept going to Norvin house and do or i stay at home and do... coz of tis projects i didn't slp for 1 day la... so the damn tired.... Nw me n Joce officialy died..... lolx... tired till dead....
today finally compelted the damn it projects le... but still got speech i have do.. stress man... luckily Cristin go orchard and take photo la.. if not our projects deadmeat le....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 April 2009;
10:10:00 PM
Ytd bout night 11++ went downstair to met joce as she say she wan gib me Lolipop. when i go down she REALI gave me Lolipop but its balloon... didn't take pic coz the balloon de air gone le.. den not reali nice le.. ^^
today went to school... Damn hot and boring... didn't reali have lesson today as it is april intake orientation... tired lor... aft that me joce Chou & Norvin met at north point as i wan fold Octopus so need buy those normal balloon... aft that we go eat Long John... den go home rest awhile go out again... Pei Joce take xiao bai and company her go gib thing to her sis... Of coz that 2 guys gt go...
when Finally reaching her sis house my sis call and ask me rush home help my father do think... Zzz.... den i take Bus home first lor.... having fun today... hahas.... planning to fold spec balloon oso but try one times not sucess den think rest awhile ltr den try.... but end up go home le... hahas...
jus finish posting joce call and i went downstair... hahas... We start to fold balloon again... hahas... joce folding her penguin which end up cute n dai.... the process was noisy and funny... lolx... i folding spec which i tink can be much better lor.... abit disappointed wif my spec.. lolx... aft that i do my rose..abit not concentrading den my rose bcom rose tumor.... that wat norvin sae.... hahas....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 April 2009;
9:43:00 PM
today is last day of my holiday.... Sad.... tml is my first of school and my sis forst dau chemo.. first day should be alright as she will onli reali felt the suffering on the thirt day. ^^ today go cut short hair... not reali short dun tink go different ba. den ate dinner at my ah ma house as my sis will be staying at there house till june 8... which is end of her chemo... i will be staying at their house on sat one day every week to company my sis... if can i go by fri ba....
haiis... sian sia tml go school....... dun felt lyk going lor.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 April 2009;
11:45:00 PM
today stay at home letting myself to get rushy.... hahas.... sian... our form teacher sms us this afternoon to tell us that we have 2 common test when school reopen... sian... and call us faster do finish our case study project... Zzzz.... sian sian sian... luckily tis coming wed n thurs going out wif friends.. at least can relax... tml going out wif sis to go hos again.... one week dunno go how many times le... see SGH till veri sian... lols... haiis.... felt lonely.... T.T tired of everytink....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 April 2009;
9:15:00 PM
Sorry For The Long Post...recently busy wth our case study and sis de things.... my schedule is full till cannot be full la... ne still stay at my ah ma house. tired.... ^^
sis de report has cfm that the cest that was remove contain Cancer gems cell inside. Her is can sae Highly Cureable. But the way to cure is is to go Chemo. her is first stage almost near to beline. mean her gems cell is close to mature gems cell. which also mean those that will not harm her de.
her chances of getting it back is around 15% bt doing Chemo is bout Less than 5% of it gettting back. she decide to do chemo after our advice. y we wan her do nehx. not bcoz we want her suffer but her gems cell is in between of imature and mature gems cell. she still contain some % of danger coz we not sure her imature gems cell will turn into wat. included that her gems cell will spread around her body. so if the condition bcom worse she need to suffer under Chemo and operation tgt. Around lyk tat lor.... ^^ if there is no problem we will cfm her Chemo next week and she will start her Chemo when my schools start. She will be doing Chemo for 9 Weeks. equals to 3 circle.
1 cycle = 3 weeks. Which mean for the first week she will do Chemo for constant 5 days, 2nd week she will do once and 3rd week she will do once a week. this cycle repeat 3 times. which will end at the time that we star our june holidays. She is under dripping... 6 hours a day.
Nw what is on my minds is the financial cause Chemo total price will be 10K, her CT Scan is 400++, Blood test is 200++... haiis.... her hair is cfm will be gone de lor...
So inorder to comfort her. my duty is to
BUY XIAO ZHU DE CAP, T-SHIRT & JACKETS FOR HER!!!! WHICH IS
68 for Cap, 100++ for a shirt, Jacket also 100++... ONCE A WEEK... and I NEED TO BUY 9 CAPS, TSHIRT AND JACKETS. (Faint)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 March 2009;
8:05:00 PM
Tml sis will be going for check up at National Cancer Centre. But let me clarfiy that SHE DO NOT HAVE CANCER. Cause alot ppl kept saying she have cancer as doctor advice her go chemo.
haiis... dunno what will the doctor say tml... recently at home felt so sian.... and i dun reali know how to the Case study la... i sms our selling skill teacher he called and i asked him bout the case study. i ask about what report format will the ERFC teacfher mark on? He sae most improtant is the content. then i told him content RTO teacher mark Format EFC teacher mark. den He sae Where got so stric de?? He ownself is teacher also lyk tat sae. LOLx.... den he called me work on the main point instead of those small details. but EFC teacher marking on that stupid idiot small details la... haiis....
Today went out with joce in the morning to company her buy slipper... in order to find her slipper we went almost the whole amk the shoes shop ba? hahas... but we have alot fun there.
in the end she brought a slipper the have a gold ribbon on top. the sales assistant there is attitude de lor... BAD customer service. hahas... aft joce brought her shoes is my turn to buy a shoes. coz alot ppl sae my shoes too childish le plus that shoes base is slippy. run le will fall down. i went to 3 shoes to "scan" and decide to buy a Levi shoes. veri ex lor. u see the brand u know liao. but no choice only that pattern nice. but dun have my size so i request tranfer lor. he called jus nw which is 7 pm ++ sae shoes here le. so i planning to collect it on wed ba.
aWhen i'm thinking about my shoes joce kept looking at her shoes and thinks that it is weird. but to me is ok ok. but she kept thinking is weird.... den she sae cannot trust my taste le.. (T.T) ps ps... ppl need u to help me update my programme.
To joce: if the shoes you tink reali CMI hor... i also no comment lor... only can sae ps.. ppl de taste not so good ba.. (Sobs) i tink when u read u will sae is not not so good is cfm not good! hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 March 2009;
11:11:00 PM
yo yo yo!! today my new computer finally here!!!! recently have been at home cleaning up, discussing about sis de cheeck up whether should she go chemo etc... give up on finding job le..
- -" cause i call and call in the end also never answer... Stupid Old Guy..
this one whole week at home thinking lots of things... felt that fate like to fool us and play with us.. hahas.... Cause the person i hoping he will online does not online, but the person that i last time hope he will online nw keeps online.... Zzz... only can sae if u don't treasure it then it will be gone... and one more person prove to me that a promise is made to be broken. So if u unable to keep the promise don't promise the person... ^^ anyway the person i refer to wont know all this also.... He does not even know. hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 March 2009;
10:51:00 AM
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CHYEE GIN!!!Sorry that i actually forgot your birthday.. No wonder i kept feeling that i have sumtink miss out on that day.... Ps Ps... 3 days later then wish you happy birthday....
Today will be going to slp at my ah ma house again! after my sis came back it like a everyday thing that every friday go their house sleep....Zzz.... hahas... my uncle help us order desktop le!!! FInally!!!!! lyk that we will not argue bout com le!! but still need deal with wireless promblem... that all ba.. ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 March 2009;
1:29:00 PM
This few days nv update coz sis is back... and she is controling my sleeping time... i must get into bad and sleep once 11.++ pm.... Zzz.... since aft the op.. everyone is controling me n my sis strictly... bout health diet and others.... and eat those vitmin thinky???? Zzz... haiis... SIAN!!!!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 March 2009;
11:42:00 PM
no comment bout today.... onli one word.. SIAN!!!
我让你走了
我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落
没有人发现我还在难过
其实早就已经忘了怎么说
就算再怎么舍不得
你还是走了
我还不想承认这事实
怎么会变成这个样子
没有了
我真的什么都没有了
就象一个废人
回家的路上我哭了
眼泪再一次崩溃了
无能为力这样走着
再也不敢骄傲奢求了
我还能够说些什么
我还能够做些什么
我好希望你会听见
因为爱你我让你走了
我让你走了Baby
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
10 March 2009;
10:35:00 PM
today haven even start lesson i am already stress... haiis... recently reali damn busy la.... i need to handle house things plus study... plus i need go here and there... time is not enough for me... haiis... having exam tis comin fri tml me n joce will be the first to play the role play... and my script was about two pages long.... at first my doc onli one page... veri short but teacher read le not happy sae does not have any point that she want so ask me redo... able to write dpwn all the point but end up two full page.. i write on foolscape is bout 3 pages.... is damn long de lor... me n joce dunnoe hoe study sia.. plau tis coming fri got rto mock test.. Zzz... dying soon le.... computer over heated le... Fire is geting weaker... going to be put out soon.. hahas... watch Show de mv.... 最后的风度.. my fav. song... he wrote this letter before he leave de girl...
也许我做不到
你最想要的幸福
但是我还可以送给你稀薄的祝福
希望收集这些我们曾经有过最快乐的快乐
让下一个 来完成你的幸福
sad rite??? hahas... but i noe joce will sae lame... but if last time de her wont ba... as she changing to stone... and i;m changing to diamond... the hardest le... hahas... - -"
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 March 2009;
10:11:00 PM
today wake up at 9++ coz joyce call me... hahas... went to eat breakfast aft tat went back home and take thingd for sis as she moving to my ah ma house to stay for a period of time... today and tml will be my last time to use com le coz it is going to my ah ma house too.. den my house com haven recover so my house no com... haiis... dun noe how many days wont be using com.. sian.... aft that meet joyce again to go to mrt as she is going to lun house... but i'm going to hospital...
Before we sae goodbye to each other joce actually curse my mrt and me sae be careful the mrt will crash....Zzz...summore she predict is very accurate.... Zz... luckily i'm still alive nw and stil can blog...aft that went to hospital and send sis to my ah ma house...
today me n my aunt cook for my aunt family to eat.... hahas... add too many pepper.... :P..
haiis around that all lor..... sian... will be very busy recently.... haiis... going break down... need a repairman soon.... who will be the one?
这一秒我哭了
听轻轻唱了一首歌
是什么旋律呀
让我想起你
你多么冰冷的嘴唇
你决定真的要放手
每一个夜好长我走不完
和你去过的地方
多么冷的夜
我习惯这样的生活
你这一年还好吗
总是担心你的那个我
到底为什么
这一秒我哭了
无法多看你的背影
看这一幕片刻黄昏
什么记忆让你回头
夜深人静时候
我都难过
没有你在身边陪我
多么冷的夜
没有人逗留在街头
都已经失去所有
那现在的我
还在等什么
一 个人纪念
听着你最爱的歌
我只能在你的电话里留话
我到底在在等什么
爱你的苦衷
没有让你快乐
为了一种感觉停留
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 March 2009;
11:15:00 PM
today went to orchard and do case study.... play alot but time is too short as i still need got o hospital... sis nw fine... hopefully can discharged by tml.... today qian slipper was spoiled... no choice she have to wait for us to buy a new shoes for her under the hot sun... hahas.... we went to eat aft that den we go forum.. due to rain we run across the street.. went toilet aft that... as i was the last one to come out of the toilet.. joce told qan that i was having a war inside the toilet so i was that long and my hair was messy due to rain, she sae is coz the war i having is too exciting.. tat y. hahas... aft that went to toysus and waste money on keychain... aft that i went to the hospital le.. anyway overall i have such a great time... hahas.. time to slp le.. nitez
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 March 2009;
11:58:00 PM
today went to SHOW autograph session.... went to the autograph sessioin aft school reach si mei at around 3 plus... the sun was damn hot and my hand one black another not so black.. as the sun onli shine on my lefthand only.. queue till bout night 9 plus den went to hospital to visit my sis... having a great time there.... but Qian at 6 plus go to our sec school le.... left me ivan and lun... ivan told cheryl that he will wear veri lyk uncle lyk tat den i told ivan if u wear till veri uncle i will kick u back home... in the end he go wear formal come.... and his reason was he onli got 2 types of clothes.... he do not have t-shirt.. Zzzz.... Ivan from 3 plus keep nagging and pour cold water at me and lun lor!!!! y qian no involves i dun noe... he jus lyk to bully me and lun... Zzz.... anyway overall have damn much fun... alot things to enjoy oso.. hahas... wan go slp le.. nitez nitez.
- At Mrt playing Big 2.5 -
- wear lyk tis go autograph session.. Zzz.. lyk going dating lyk tat -
- Ivan: i sit till my both leg are numb. -
- this the stage -
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 March 2009;
11:49:00 PM
tis morning sis called and told me that she need to go for a operation... i was shocked and curious of what cause her to go for a operation... after about 40 min ltr she sms me and sae the doctor told her that her ovarly in have a seed that was 17cm x 16cm x 14 cm.... which is damn big .... mstly on the right side... the doc. told her she need to be operated by tonight as her case is counted danger zone.... she sms me in the afternoon and i realise that she need sumone to company her... so i cancel my trip for case study and rush to hospital aft that.
bout 6 in the evening the doc askk her to change and she was push to the operation room instantly... and i was alone sitting beside her bed doing nth.... suddenly dun noe what to do.. felt veri helpless.... i waited for bout 1 hour plus my mum reach the hospital.... she cried. when i saw her tear drop down my tear fall without my control... i tired to tolerate and tried to control my tears as my duty that time is to comfort my mum and not cry wif her.
4 hours later... it was bout 9 plus... my aunt, uncle and grandma was here 1 hour le... my sis still in the operation theatre. bout 11 plus we plan to go home first rill the hospital called us then we go back to see my sis... when we inform the nurse, we asked for my sis status oso... den we were inform that she was in block 2 lvl 2 rite nw resting... operation has finish..... so we went to block 2 and see whether we able to look at her so that my grandma hav a ease in mind to.
when a doc open the door of thw operation room, we saw a girl lying on a bed with 3 machines beside the bed. and they pushing her away... den we realise that is my sis!! cause her hair colour so we noe its her. we waited for another 1 hour and we thinks that is sooner or later she going to be push back to her room so we stay for awhile longer... till bout going 12.. we got into the car and my phone rang... the hospital called and told me that my sis was push back to her room le... so we rush down again and went to see her...
she look pale... when she tok was veri weak and soft... she told us she nw veri pain.... but the rest all ok... so nw all we have to wait is for the report for tml... to check the so called seed is wa tink... today is another hard days for me to past... but at least she ok nw... so cn slp peacefully oso.. kk... nitez...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
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2:02:00 AM
The story continues...
went to hong Kong cafe at sun plaza for dinner as lun lun meet us there for dinner....
we order drinks and dessert first to pass times for waiting them...took photo and play alot.... hahas... it was fun... aft lun lun and cheryl and a unexcepted guest ivan came.. it bcame much more fun!!! but regret that didn't take much photo when lun came...as all we care is eating le!!!
Reali Having great times over there. no more talking and start admire those photos. enjoys...^^
^- PaPaYa NoOdLe SoUp?? - ^
^- 你在看什么？-^
^-(What are you looking at?) -^
^- oh... 原来是在看她-^
^- (oh.. so this is what u looking at.) -^
^- 在看，在看，我就擦你的鼻子- ^
^- (look again and i will poke ur nose ) -^
^- 救命啊！太孙女要擦太阿妈的鼻子... 报应啊! - ^
^- ( Help! Great Granddaughter wan revenge!! Rebutation!) -^
^- we shall speak no evil -^
^- 我美吗？-^
^- ( Am I beautiful??) -^
^- 看我们母女多相爱- ^
^- ( Look at this loving mother & daughter ) -^
^- 看什么看- ^
^- ( see what see ) -^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
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1:42:00 AM
today i didn't go to school as i company my sis to Singapore General Hospital. woke up bout 8++ get ready and took cab there as we are running late for the appointed. when we reach there we saw the queue for the appointment there is only one word to describe. "OMG" is really lots of ppl waiting and i don't know why is there a need to book the appointment that include time in it. cause the appointed time was 11.10. but we only get to see the doctor at around 12 plus???
Finally is our turn the doc. examine my sis after a few question the doc. seem anxious, he told the nurse somethings and he rush to call another doc. in.... so there is 2 doc. and 1 nurse attenting to her... aft that they ask us out of the room for bout 5 mins.. then we went in again... the doc. told us that my sis need to admin to do a compelte scan to cfm the illness she having. for now they suspect is having gall stone... aft we wait for the bed which is bout 2,3 hours ltr?? she went to the room and change.... the clothes are OMG the room damn cold... and nobody was there... except one nurse was there... after she change finish the nurse ask bout her information.
Then another nurse came in to check the room put everythings nicely then stand there keep asking question... same question as he doc. previous asked... den the third nurse came in to ask for her menu for her meals... aft all the nurse went out a doc. came in to take her blood.. aft 5 min another nurse went in to gib her drip. when scanning she was push to lvl 2 and there are 5 doc. surrounding her and talking in medical terms... it lyk gang fight lyk tat... coz 1 girl 5 guys... and all about 20 to 30 ++ onli... except for one.... lolx.. overall she nw still in the hospital sleeping alone... her fever lyk roller coaster lyk tat up n down... the nurse kept checking on her on and off.... not sure whether she will be admin for how long...
anyway its late nw... the story to be continue for the part that i went dinner wif my frienz....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
02 March 2009;
2:41:00 PM
today at school nth.. normal.. watchig 2 crazy ppl playing PSP the whole day... and they keep screaming..... Zzz..... sis grastic pain again!!! haiis.. today she went to clinic n check the doc. recommend her go to SGH and do scanning.... and the cold - blooded mum argue wif me today about my sis.... she can see how my sis walk and her condition and keep saying she still able to go chool.. jus ask for more pain killer can le... ytd night still scold my sis n me. sae my result can be better and dun need go ITE de.... and want me to go U.... Zzzz... stress... my sis go U le can see she at there forcing herself to study yet she sae we all lazy to study... when she suddenly bcom so unnreasonable!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 March 2009;
12:31:00 AM
today went to woodland to fetch joce handphone which admin to hospital(nokia shop) ytd.. lolx.... den aft tat we went to amk to shop shop... it was fun... enjoy it alot..
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
26 February 2009;
10:25:00 PM
tis few days quite normal.... having projects in hands.... life just go on as normal.... but addd abit of fun.... lols.... today being titile as "AUNTIE" (super duper sad...) went to northpoint wif joce today aft school... due to her sis brought sumtink for xiao bai... i kind-heart help her take as it is big item although not heavy.... end up being sae lyk a auntie.. still cn hear her laugher till now.... she laugh from dun where till house downstair lor... Zzz.. anyway it was fun... hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 February 2009;
2:13:00 PM
Nw still at school... using com.. obviously.... hahas.... ltr still got netball.. SIAN.... summore nw raining... ltr still need run 4321.... mean 4 round, 3 round, 2 rounds, 1 rounds..... Haiis.... sian.... no comment to recently things that happen.... only can take one step tat a time lor... things has happen le u oso cant stop it... only facing it or running from it.. which i dun encourage ppl running away from it... hahas... anyway... i still glad that i not in any relationship and not interested in any relationship nw... although sumtime have frienz or family problem... but at least nw i dun have any serious case that will make me go crazy... i sae lyk tat alot ppl will kill me ba... :P
add on.. sumtime when u tink of the person hate extremly.. will u feel goose bumps everywhere??? included the person is sort of disgusting??? close frienz noe who i saying bout... dun need sae is from secondary school de.... btw thinking of changing blog site... but dun noe should change anot as it bring u guys trouble.... ^^ *smile*
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 February 2009;
8:48:00 PM
EXCURSION PIC R POSTED!!!!
today went to bishan aft school to joyce mr sotong, alan.... of coz is e qian joyce and include fatin.. we went to eat Pasta Mania... can sae is bishan Pasta Mania bad lunk today. coz my bag hit on the table and broke their cheese bottle... and make a mess of the place.. SORRY TO PASTA MANIA IN BISAN... hahas...
Went to go shop shop aft that.. have a lot of fun... me n alan snatch joce is the best part.... both of us wont let go..... den we three walk tgt... den got a passer-by wan walk den me n alan walk different way.. joce in the middle and block the passer-by path.. lolx.. den once let go both let go of joce... hahas
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
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11:31:00 AM
will post a blog bout mon excursion.. but due to photo too many.. so take sum times...^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
16 February 2009;
10:45:00 PM
Went to Excursion today... think is quite boring due to wat teacher have told me in the morning.. but end up fun.. not bcoz the programe is fun but is coz we all get high and play alot. tok alot of pic too... aft knowing joyce, lun, n cheryl... i start to lyk taking photo le.... hahas.... coz they always take photos in the past.. den got influence le.. hahas.. is a good thing... coz can keep as memories..... hahas...
anyway back to main sub... we went to Marina Be????(dun noe hw spell.. forget the place oso..) hahas....ok.. when we reach we went to second floor first.... due to some of our classmates wan go to toilet, we wait for them den the guide tell us how the water being process into new water... didn't reali listen coz was taking photos.. hahas.... den there was a veri beautiful dog... sheep dog?? is the type?? not veri sure. hahas... abit STM le... anyway, after that we went in to a so-called gallery.. the guide explained how they bulid the fiter from snatch.... aft that he show us around and gib us see mini size of the filter.... and explained how they resolved reservoire water when raining... aft that we go in to a dun noe wat place that will take our pic de... hahas.. lyk a tunnel lyk tat de... aft tat we walk down a veri long bridge down den took a few pic den the talk has ended... and its our FREE TIME!!! hahas... we went to a long long bridge there and took hell lots of pic... aft that den we went back to school... on the way back we r all tired and rest in the bus... den tat the end of the excursion...
btw... forget to mention.... the bus driver that drove us to the place DOES NOT HAVE GOOD SERVICE ATTITUES!!! Compeletly NO PATIENT OF WAITING & Drive the wrong direction summore.... ok.. end of talking... time to se pic le ba.. hahas... enjoy... pls forgive if there is any typo error...
First Station~ The Gallery
- Centre of the stem.. 3 colour involves.. Blue, REd n Green.-
- Tower made by New Water bottles-
- We Are Stepping on the Singapore!!! -
- Hey! Yishun is jus under my foot! cool! -
~ PhOtO TaKiNg TiMe!~
(-0-)
- Smile! -
- Group Photo! -
- Mini Size fliter -
- water drop -
- the so-called tunnel -
~ While Walking down the bridge.. ~
- r we loving?? -
- Peace -
- Smile -
- me & cristin -
- the long long bridge -
- u jump, i jump.-
- stay tgt 4ever -
- we r flying -
- group photo -
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 February 2009;
9:22:00 PM
few days back i ordered two story books from te web for me and joce... they send me a letter to ask me to make payment... inside included a card that have two sort of letter... its about a girl asking the guy that she like y must she forget him? and the guy reply y must he forget her... romantic yet sad letter..lolx... i type out in here to share wif u guys... ths following acticle in to advertise TO Forget you story book.
The girl wrote the letter first...
Dear Superman,Memories are like a piece of exquisite glass: Beautiful, fragile yet dangerous. when you break it, it will shater into pieces, and every slice of the glass, which was ever so beautiful minutes ago, will turn into sharp blades that cut your skin.When you risked your life to save me, and you were happy not because i survived, but because we survived, as in our dictionary, the words "I" or "You" never exists: It is always "Us" or "We".Superman, one day, when we are eighty years old, and we see each other in the streets, will you still remember me? Or will you, will you see me, think for a few minutes, and said out another person's name, for i am nothings but a glancing memory in your recollections of memories?Why, superman, why do i have to forget you? Superwoman.
the guy reply:
Dear Superwoman,
Do you know that every single tap of the raindrop sounds like they are singing youname repeatedly, and i realized that every single sound i hear reflects your elegant, yet poignant name?
We are like two ships sailing towards each other, on a course if collision. The river is narrow, only enough for one of us to sail. If i don't sink now, we will crash into each other, and both of us will sink. i am going to sink now, superwoman, not because i an afraid of the collision, or because i don't want to see you sink. i just don't want you to see me, so that you will continue to sail peacefully, and me, i am just a passing sentiment in your anthology of memories.
The most painful sentiment in this world is not a physical sting, but the fact that the love between you and me is still lingering strongly, yet reality had to separate us.
Please, just forget me.
Superman.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 February 2009;
today was fun!!!
10:59:00 PM
Today went to celebrate lun birthday at causeaway aft school. went to eat soul garden and and shop awhile den we go home. due to i need go home early..... den aft that lun n joyce go meet up wif their frienz cheng han. took a few photo fir u guys to enjoy.. happy looking at it!!!
- lun, joyce, qian & aziffi steamboat-
- mine n chou de is almost empty.-
- minnie mouse has change her ears to roses??? -
- no offence -
- Look at our group photo... the two in front starting to be hua chi le.. lolx -
- Second shot of group photo.. can see aziffi n lun reali lyk the rose. -
- 五朵花!!! -
- it wil be romantic if a guy gib u 3 roses ba.. lolx... -
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 February 2009;
10:51:00 PM
today is LUN LUN Birthday !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
today wake up late this morning.... of cos get scolded by joyce.... hahas...
today at my house downstair there is a kitten at my house downstair... is so damn adorable... my house downstair de auntie saw joyce trying to get the kitten out of the table.. den she told her to bring the kitten home.. but none of us can bring it home.. den the evil auntie call us to bring te kitten to a place that is far away from the coffee shop. den we bring the kitten to 627 block down stair... took 2 pic and left her at the block there. She keep shouted loudly and making noise. aft that she saw us den she follow us... on the way from 627 to 626 which is a long ways... we try to shake her off cause we need go school and we cant bring her to school. she cuddle at my leg that time reali melts my heart. but no choice cant not take her home. or even bring to school. we manage to left her at 625 block there. but felt sad and heart break... kept thinking what will happen to the kitten... Chou went to find her at bout 9++.. Chou already cannot find her le.. Where she go sia!!!
ok. time for lun lun birthday story.. hahas... we brought cake and tissue all the etc things to plan to gob her the surprize today.... we ask cheryl to help us buy prank candle to put on her cake.... cheryl gavin n lun was out whole day dating.... so we r in charge to buy the cake... den when we meet them at sun plaza mc... she was totally surprise when she saw the cake... hahas... nice leh... den we put the prank candle at the cake in mc.... coz is those candle that unable to blow de.. so it cause the whole mc to have smoke and the manager find us.. hahas.... but we faster blow the candle and put out the small fire... and to express our apology we gib the manager a piece of cake.. when i gib him, his staff sae he allegy to cake????? but aft i keep naggy then he accept... aft eating the cake we sat outside mos burger... we play and chit chat awhile den head back home le.. cause lun still got a steamboat party at home.... hahas.. today was a fun day to have.... hahas.... kkz... its long enough le.. tat al... ended....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
09 February 2009;
8:44:00 PM
ytd mention my sis got grastic pain... well, today she went to see doc. and the doc. recommend her to go SGH to hae a check up.... aft the check up the result was suspect she got Mang Chang Ya... english dunno call what... den she have blood infection..... she had 2 bottle of the drip drop thingy..... didn't have to stay at the hospital coz her stand by doc. see le sae dun need stay... (make me waste my cab fare...) but end up when she go home she got more serious den before.... haiis... den still got a stupid person hurt his right shoulder muscle.... this is what he get when he don't listen... hahas.... Sian..... our form teacher actually sms us to tell us to be good and pay attention in class!!!!! hahas..... recently so many problem.... reali don't know how to help them.... especially those that hurt inside and not those that got injury.... ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 February 2009;
8:07:00 PM
today plan to go out to celebrate Lun birthday de... but end up i cant go...felt bad about it...sorry lun!! will make it up to U!!! today sis oso not feeling well... whole days at home take care of her.. lolx... haiis.... nth to post le.. ahas.. tml still need go school.. SIAN!!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 February 2009;
10:32:00 PM
hahas... recently lots of thingshas been happening..... although is not on me... but it make me sumhow get more harden and more and more not interested in relationship..... although there is still some cases that the couples are romantic.... there is a start and it will always have a end... it the matter of time only... even if you stead and got married... and spend time till old, you still will leave ur partner one day... coz old le one of it will go first... unless die tgt la... den i nth to sae... so y dont look at a brighter side.... comments to all my frienz... dun cause of my words and dun trust on relationship ar.... lols.... Sayo!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 February 2009;
SiAn!!!!!
12:13:00 AM
yoyoyo!!!Finally can use back internet le! but is using my sis laptop.... my CPU motherboard powersupply overuse... so need to retire le... haiis.... sian..... need go buy CPU le..... veri tired lor.... teacher sae nafa test is on feb 18.... damn fast de la.... more sian lor..... everyday lesson oso sian... whole life sian lor!!! hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
31 January 2009;
BROKE!!!!
7:34:00 PM
today went to play basket ball wif Lip Chew, Chuang Chou, Jocelyn and Qian...when we meet lip chew, he was playing wif others ppl at the basket ball court near the mrt...me n joyec went there to fetch him in the end we call chou go there meet up too... aft that we plan to go to 850 de basket ball court tgt... but lip chew play basket ball wif others is damn damn long de lor!!!!! we waited dun noe how long lor!! den joyce scold lip chew full name and sae " if u dun stand in front of me right nw i will throw the ball at u.." lolx.... but hoe lip chew still continue to ply... den aft 15 to 30 min ltr he finally come towards us le... den me n joyce throw ball at him...
den when we went to 850... LIP CHEW REVENGE! HE THROW A BALL AND HIT MY FACE!!!!but of cos not purposely de la... but pain ok! we play awhile den go north point buy things... i actually spend 60++ at mini toon today!!! coz i brought things for lun, cheryl, qian, joyce, christin and joan...den shop awhile lip chew need to go home le.. aft that is chou need go work... so left we three...
den ltr we go time zone play games... got alot of sweet... and i mean reali alot.... den got jackpot... joyce take the prize as she spend the most money... she got a stitch..
when bout to go home we go in to mini toon again... tis time joyce buy things le.. she brought a few things den we head back home le... hahas... today reali spend alot...
(things brougt from minitoon)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 January 2009;
Guitar Rox!
7:23:00 PM
today went to eat pizza hut aft school... aft that went back to OPSS to take testimonal and visit our junior... den damn poor tink de lor... coz teacher too stric... hahas... den i buy for them chocolate... (cheryl.. i haven return you ur money yet..) den aft that went home lor.. aft while go to north point eat wif family.... den g north point shop shop... first stop is mini toon... tgt wif my sis tink and mine total up i spend 40++ on it lor!!!! hahas.... its ok... new year mahx... hahas
( notice the bottle )
(when we at pizza hut )
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 January 2009;
Snow Ice
11:18:00 AM
today after school went to eat ice cream. counted snow ice then ice cream ba. lolx.. at lot 1... we go eat den chit chat around lor... aft that they buy mos burger to eat u nv coz i buying dinner ltr. aft that we went home.. nth much to do today.. so i go study CTR lor... hahas... hard working nehx... going to change my link soon... remember to update wor... hahas....
(before we eat)
(AFt we eat)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
25 January 2009;
Happy Chinese New Year Eve!
4:31:00 PM
yo! today is new year eve... hahas... as wat the older generation people said.. New Year New Start, so forget about all the unhappy things or memory and remember those days that are happy. learn to let things go to make your life happier. don't let small things to ruin the "angel" in you! understand!! (refering to all my friends).
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 January 2009;
9:23:00 PM
today not feeling well... lazy to type.. ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
21 January 2009;
ReLaTiOnShIp LeSsOn OnE!
11:05:00 PM
today learn a relationship lesson from one of our teacher... lolx... learn more bout relationship lor... he told us that in order to get along with ur loves one, you have to understand which "channel" does they belong.
- those that like their stead to give them presents.
- those that like their stead to tell them i love you etc. sweet talk.
- those that like to have physical touch wif their stead.
- like to help stead do things or ask stead do things, in short like maid like that.
- likes to stick with stead. like super glue like that.
haiis... total up is relationship is damn hard to handle! (lesson to be continue....)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
19 January 2009;
Updating Blog! (^_^)
2:07:00 PM
yo!!! came to update my blog.. if not sumone(Jocelyn) will sae my blog grow mould liao... lolx... nw at school waiting for teacher to come in class and teach us life skill... lesson damn sian lor... seriously nth to do... although time pass fast but still very boring when lesson start. haiis... heard from cheryl ytd that her mother know all thing about gavin and herself. seriously to her mother i reali no comment added! y wan broke a relationship that didn't do wrong anytink that is wrong and willing to work hard on her study to prove to her on hers study.... haiis.... hope cheryl faster get this matter over and be more cheerful. (^_^)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 January 2009;
SIAN!
1:23:00 PM
today as per normal lor... onli one word.... SIAN!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
14 January 2009;
CHERYL BIRTHDAY!
3:17:00 PM
today is cheryl birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U NEHX!!!!!!
U 1 YEAR OLDER LIAO!!!!
today stay at home nv go school coz late and go see doc. haiis sian lor..... nth to do at home. home this sem faster finish coz the lesson is damn boring.... wan to study hard but he lesson is kept reapting the same things onli. haiis...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 January 2009;
2nd Day + Toys"R"us Photo
7:17:00 PM
today is second day of school.. so far so good lor.... today at least got talk to others classmate and play games together. quite fun actually. but everyday so early wake up is damn tired de. summore so late go home. as the teacher say lor.. ite is lyk going work lyk tat. so her requirement oso lyk work lyk tat.haiis. sian... ytd jus got photo from tini... all this photo was took on 29 dec 2008 toysrus x'mas party. enjoy!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 January 2009;
First Day In School!
6:46:00 PM
today first day of school. onli one word to describe. SIAN!!!! coz cheryl and lun different class wif us. but our class not bad lor. the teacher got tell us alot of thingd bout retail and ask us to get ready to work hard and more detail information. i hope lun n cheryl can transfer to our class lor. firstly of cos is coz wan tgt la. second is coz alot things that our teacher told us, their teacher nv tell them and hor our class room is air - con their is fan. is lyk one heaven and one hell lyk tat lor. but we will still meet up to study coz we wan help cheryl go top as well as others... i hope all can go top. coz lun go top there if she can bursary or scholar award she can at least lighten up her burden. den cheryl is to prove to her mother. as for the rest is to go ploy. haiis.... everyone have their own problem to worry about. so i onli can sae ... JIA YOU NEHX! here are some photo tat we take today... from now on, i will keep taking photo then post on blog.... coz got comment sae no photo veri boring. lolx.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 January 2009;
LOT 1 AGAIN!!!
7:49:00 PM
today go to lot 1 again... coz sis wan buy bag... but end of the trip o spend the most... Zzz... i brought a bag from Zinc that cost 49++. a pencil box from wallet shop that cost 11.90, stationary from popular total cost 14++. dark knight vcd, and fahrenhiet album total 30++... round up today i spend 100 ++ ba.... OMG lor... broke liao.... plus today i go cut hair then i ask them to cut my fringe from short to long end up veri short. ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz. tml dunno how tie hair to school lor.... Sian....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 January 2009;
YO!
11:34:00 PM
hee... no time no post again. tml going to clementi ite to settle school things. ytd was me n cheryl last days of work in toysrus. luckily nv kana skrink wrap if not cfm die de. sian... going back to school days le... i prefer working days lor. even though alot adult sae we will wan back school days
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
21 December 2008;
Kai Xuan First Month!
12:05:00 AM
today go to lun lun baby sis first month!... veri fun... and i brought phone oso... i buy W595 coz mummy dun let me buy C905... sad.... lolx... today we oso dscuss go wat course. in the end we plan go retail first choice the rest is up to us le... the rest all different le... lolx... today go haoting hear 五月天的 突然好想你. like it alot.... ^^ nitez nitez
突然好想你
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品
我们 那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经 为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 December 2008;
11:15:00 PM
today take result... got 2A 3B and 1 D.... T.T but hor i still got chocolate for rewards... sumone giving it to me as rewards tml.... den i promise to bring Ku Gua for him.... lolx!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 December 2008;
10:36:00 PM
yo! back from malaysia le... nw back to work le... ytd work i need work overnight in order to tear down and set up a new booth. end at 2am.... end too early lor.. nt fun de.... i expect end at 4 plus... ytd me n khai need take sum item from toy and bring down we took alot of item den aft when all others staff go home we bring down the item... i pull one flatcart khai pulled one. den when we bring down zul was behide my flatcart. when pulled i suddenly felt the flat cart bcame veri heavy in the end is coz zul stand on top and i pulled.... Zzz.... today off at home nth to do except watching show and answer kai en called.... coz today toyrus seem to be in a mess.... felt that today end too fast.... didn't get enough fun yet....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 December 2008;
10:15:00 PM
yo yo yo! second day at malaysia le... here veri cold... down on flu nw... tml going a place which is much more colder.... Zzz.... but quite fun.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
03 December 2008;
5:13:00 PM
yo! nw at malaysia using sis laptop... hahas... jus reach malaysia... first place was near genting... didn't go up coz we last min find place to stay. this time de trip very fun coz we didn't book any hotel to stay all is last min go ask the hotel check in... abit tiring but ok de la.... i wonder today venus ok at sidewalk mahx.... dunno kai en teach her got vomit blood out mahx.. haiis... hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 December 2008;
12:56:00 AM
one more day to go malaysia! lolx... z(-. -"')z seriously this is the first time i till nw haven pack bag de... coz no time and oso lazy... lolx.. btw i'm buying PHONE LE! Finally lor!!! i bear wif this phone till i veri scared the battery will explode... Kai En (En En ) oso sae going Explode le lor... i maybe buying phone after tml work ba... W595... dunno counted ld brand or new...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 November 2008;
2:11:00 AM
today i work morning shift... Damn tired... got fever half way when i was working... Sian... jus woke up nw can get to slp... Zzz..... 3 more days and o'm off to Malaysia... Relax!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 November 2008;
1:25:00 AM
sorry wor.... so long nv update my blog le... i miss you all lot veri much lor... recently working didn't have time to update my blog... lolx... recently kept working and reach home bout mid night lyk tat bout everyday.... but still its fun... knew lots of frienz and have lots of fun..... trying to find time go out wif you guys nehx... but hard lor.... coz all nt free.... btw to lun lun, qian(Missing In Action) & joyce.... i'm going malaysia tis dec 3 to dec 11....must miss me wor.... lolx.... k... i nt so bhb.... joyce joyce when u let me see ur dar dar??? must intro to see whether he good anot... lolx..... my birthday coming le... finally 16 yrs old.... hahas....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 October 2008;
1:23:00 PM
recently all busy working not time to update blog... lolx... coz go home tat time is bout midnight le. lolx... sian... recently hand alot injures, gt abit of flu. nw work bcom abit dun no how chinese le . lol. coz ytd a xiao di di dunno english den i sae chinese but my chinese like those english guy like tat... weird weird de.. nth to post le
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 October 2008;
9:47:00 PM
Sian... my illness didn't recover at all!!! on last tue i oso go work even i'm sick.. den i keep coughing... when i was doing things got a small kids behide me looking at toys den i suddenly cough the mother faster drag the child away... lolx... gt so scare mehx... seriously my sis n qian oso get abit infected by me. lolx.. ps nehx... lolx... sian tml have to go towork wif tis stupid sore thoat n cough... summore getting serious... dying... lolx.. (X_X)
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 October 2008;
12:24:00 PM
ytd went to work didn't sucess... coz of a damn stupid guy appearance.... den aft that cheryl they all go subway eat... i nv eat coz home gt cook.... den i call DJ and ask him y he so KPO.. always ask my tink de... dun noe chat till where i sae i wif alot of guys and i one girl... lolx.... and we still make stupid noise.... lolx... but i tink DJ noe is fake de ba.... lolx... damn stupid lor... tis few days sore thoat till veri badly.... plus cough and flu... today more worse... compeletly no voice.... Zzz...watever ba... Xi Guan Jiu Hao!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 September 2008;
11:40:00 AM
today jus normal day... after exam veri tired... still gt two more paper to go... JYJYJY!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
27 September 2008;
6:02:00 PM
recently only studying and studying and studying... nth else... jus came to wish all my friends Good Luck for N level nehx!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 September 2008;
8:55:00 PM
recently so stress... n nw still stress... sian lor.... N level coming actually already take sum papers le... but still have a few paper more..... must work hard on it and dun let myself regret again... ^^ today at music room i jump from the teacher table and sprain my leg... nw still pain lor... although i cn walk properly.... but whem i bend my leg will pain... den i cant reali jump nw..... especially from table... coz aft that i sit on another table den i jump again den veri pain... Zzz.... have been wanting tis few song: 晴天, 借口, 你听得到, 爱情悬崖, 断了的弦, 开不了口, 黑色幽默, 简单爱....还我自由
我开始沉默
呼吸很稀薄
灵魂被压迫
谁来解救我
我不是懦弱 可是我早已经
没力气还手
每天的折磨 我实在受够
就要崩溃发疯
这是什么样的生活
每天都活在恐惧中
我只想要我的自由
解开我身上的枷锁
还我自由 我不想再做
行-尸-走-肉
我只想要我的自由
这是我对你唯一要求
还我自由 别再继续捆住我
这是什么样的生活
每天都活在恐惧中
我只想要我的自由
解开我身上的枷锁
还我自由 我不想再做
行-尸-走-肉
我只想要我的自由
这是我对你唯一要求
还我自由 别再继续捆住我
我只想要我的自由
解开我身上的枷锁
还我自由 我不想再做
行-尸-走-肉
我只想要我的自由
这是我对你唯一要求
还我自由 别再继续捆住我
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 September 2008;
5:52:00 PM
today ben chew n i have the one to one section.... we talk bout quite alot of things.... is nth.. but he actually wish me 快高长大... mean faster grow tall... Zzz.... i got so short mehx... today at school quite sian lor... den when going to my ah ma house... i take bus den after i alight i felt like vomiting lor.. head pain till now... reali will xin ku lor..... haiis.... recently once i take bus i will headache..... haiis... hate it alot lor... oso dun noe what happen..
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 September 2008;
9:23:00 AM
today stay at home... leg is getting better or worse i not very sure... but my eye was pain again.. Zzzz... damn sian de... so tired facing so many stress... study or personal.... i not veri happy for my N level paper i have done. coz either not enough time or alot of mistake was made... haiis... really must work hard on it le.... btw recently watch camp rock and have been listening to Jonas Brothers song.. it great love it alot... and this song is one of my fav. song... camp rock is totally about music didn't really have love story in it. if you want to watch love story and music. should watch raise you voice. When you look me in the eyes
oh yeah oh yeah
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
And when I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go, cause
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, (it's alright)
When you're right here by my side. (by my side)
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. (oh)
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh yeah oh whoa yeah
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 September 2008;
12:41:00 PM
went to east coast park and skate ytd... lots of problem lor... at first i got bite by a unknwn insect and my third finger got swollen.. den whenwe alight we dun reali noe how to go there in the end take cab den i went there to skate and my leg got cut by the roller skate shoes de plastic... veri pain and i have to bear with it and skate for two hour and end up the cut quite serious.... lolx... but nw ok le ba... den my sis sprain her knee and today went to see TCM the doc. sae she sprain her knee as well as her ankel.... and her leg was wrap like a dumpling like tat.... lolx...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
02 September 2008;
4:26:00 PM
long time nv update le... recently didn't update coz not free..... tis few days have a veri serious of headache... and i have to bear with it and handle the problem i have, the stress i have.... plus today at school i forget to bring med in the end ... it end up more worse... Zzzz.... nw my head is still pain and it irritated me alot.... haiis... N level le but y things bcom more worse then i though...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
25 August 2008;
9:12:00 AM
now at school CR4 wauting for time to pass...sian lor... ytd paly guitar till hand veri pain... nw still pain but i still need practice... haiis... damn pain lor... even ply maple or nw update blog oso veri pain.... Zzz... T.T hand three fingers all red lor...... T.T if ltr perform hand pain till cant ply den i will cry till siao liao... T.T
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
21 August 2008;
7:17:00 PM
Prelim over le... but still have N level... haiis... sian lor... so tired... next mon is my n level course work recording le... my exam period coming again.... nw onli study study and study... so sian...... faster N level over and i'm free.. LOL... Diao....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
16 August 2008;
4:32:00 PM
just came back from Guitar performance today... it was held at Nee Soon CC from 11am to 6pm... me n joyce meet qian at school at around 10 ++... den we buy food to eat at school... then when bout 12... we go music room and practice and took lot of pictures... then when we went to CC we took more pictures.... lolx... ok... end of chatting jus see the pictures....... for he guitar junior if you wanted the photos.. pls send a email to tell me..
When we in school music room~~~~
~~~~ Sian~~~~
~~~~When we reach the CC~~~~
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 August 2008;
9:50:00 PM
today was having science paper 1 and chinese paper.... today is the second day of our prelim ba... ytd was english paper... paper one ok ok but paper two was quite hard.... then today morning Mr. Wee ask me bout english paper den i sae hard... then he sae it over le so dun tink bout it and concentrade on what i going to take ltr.... this words make me felt like he already mark my paper and does not end up good... haiis... but nvm ba... i veri opticalistic(if i not wrong is like tat spell) de.... lolx... diao.... today guitar rehearsel was at CC. veri fast then over le... den we at school at music room hang around with Ernest for a long time then teacher called us go home den we walk with him to Mrt, but half way me, joyce and Ernest felt hungry so we went to coffe shop and eat together.... and ernest told us that once he had wrote a new song he will uploadto us... i was damn happy about it... but Ernest receentlyhaving soar throat.... and when he ate his med. he got alot of med and i go read is for wat sickness de... is mostly sore throat and prevention of gastric pain.... den we went home lor.... so... hope Ernest get better as well as those ppl who r sick faster recover.... ^^_原諒我_
請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂不是我 愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠 比妳先說分手
請原諒我 原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口 好讓妳離開我
請原諒我 好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受 換妳過更好的生活
請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂不是我 愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠 比妳先說分手
請原諒我 原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口 好讓妳離開我
請原諒我 好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受 換妳過更好的生活
愛過恨過哭過也笑過 親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我 必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間倒流 我怕說不出口
原諒我 沒有解釋太多
心痛 別無所求徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得
我難過 我才懂 。。。
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
09 August 2008;
12:30:00 PM
today is national day and yet i have struck at home studying for prelim.... T.T this few days keep studying and studying and i realise that my prelim timetable all are packed together and its hard for me to study all at once.... included that all the subject papers didn't come together... all are mix up. worry about mixing wrong things to wrong sub.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 August 2008;
9:17:00 AM
today my right is is painer then ytd. it got worse.. haiis... then at music we do key in notes. sian... ltr still need go to Guitar Rehearsel at CC. then at night i want go buy shirt. Zzz... veri tired lor... Zzz
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 August 2008;
8:18:00 AM
today just come in school den my right eyes pain. like blue black de feeling like tat. recently so tired coz keep studying den after school go study with qian.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 August 2008;
8:22:00 AM
today just come school then got irratatited by sum chlidish ppl. if those ppl dunno what reali happen, dun any do anytink if not the trouble will bcom more worse and i onli can sae, dun blame ppl for ur own reckless mistake. haiis... damn stupid shit has ruin my days... haiis....ps: if it is none of ur business dun be extra.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 July 2008;
8:45:00 AM
todat quite tired... coz ytd slp around 2 am ++... then today hard to wake up... need sis n mummy call me wake up... den jus nw pe lesson i play volley ball again. hand abit pain but still ok ok...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 July 2008;
8:02:00 AM
today nth jus normal days lor.. zzz.... nth reali to post.. hee.. bye...nw is afternoon... at music do things.... nw veri tired coz jus nw keep finding justin then cant find den i run around to find him.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 July 2008;
8:03:00 AM
ytd at first jus want to go north point walk walk... then we went to Long John eat. den it was bout 9 like that den me n sis sae wan go see movie anot. den in the end we go watch the dark knight. watch from 9 ++ to 12++. den reach home bout 1 ++... den prepare things bout 1++. ytd before slp, me n sis tok bout the dark knight and knoe that joker died cause of overdose drug... den we was thinking the next person that can take over to be joker is Johnny Depp. cause they look quite alike. lolx... in the movie Joker sae a things that is true, is that in this moral world, when it met critcal moment all will only care bout theirselves and willing to see other suffer then themselves, and the so-called freak are those people that care bout others then themselves. so i think that Joker is only a guy cares for other but in the end what he gets is just unexpected.
我不配
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不在绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏
你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配
这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配
这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 July 2008;
8:55:00 AM
the song lyrice.再見了我的寵愛
誰願接受這種意外
妳贊我天生可愛
不願看著我離開
同伴也話我傻
喜歡受挫
寧願情敵在傷我
人天生根本都不可以愛死身邊的一個無奈你最夠刺激我
凡事也治倒我
幾多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得過來煽風來點火
就擊倒我麼
誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛
我沒法活得來
情人的存在
是我從來都志在
難在我拱手讓愛
我怕可一不可再
難道你被愛都有害
我確信天真不會錯
威力會移山填海
同伴也話我傻 喜歡受挫
寧願情敵在傷我
人天生根本都不可以愛死身邊的一個 無奈你最夠刺激我
凡事也治倒我
幾多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得過
來煽風來點火 就擊倒我麼
誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛 我沒法
活得來 情人的存在 是我從來都志在
難在我拱手讓愛
人天生根本都不可以愛死身邊的一個 無奈你最夠刺激我
凡事也治倒我 幾多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得過 來煽風來點火
就擊倒我麼
誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛 我沒法活得來
情人的存在 是我從來都志在
難在我拱手讓愛
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 July 2008;
8:12:00 AM
recently buy le alot of things, like wallet, bag, n jackets... lolx... just kept studying n studying and play maple sumtime... Zzz... lolx... nth to post le...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 July 2008;
5:12:00 PM
today at stay at school till 6... damn tired... coz got guitar plus doing music coursework... haiss.... sian lor.... recently kept study n study... really veri tired.... plus family got alot problem..... haiis.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 July 2008;
3:11:00 PM
today i got chinese oral... the passage was ok but the convensation i dun really know how to say... i think my english oral is much better... ytd me n sis was watching tv, den got a person sae he is a type that have 3% of serious n 7% of crazyness bout love... den sum ppl is 10% of crazness bout love. den my sis sae she cfm is those ppl that 10% crazy about love de... den she sae i am those 7% of seriousness, 3% of crazyness... Zzz... they sae if i have relationship i also will be very serious... Zzz think is correct ba... lolx... haiis... recently i was a show got a person sae, no matter how cool is the person, he or she is still a human, he or she will also felt hurt and brk down... and when nobody understand his or her feeling, she also will felt helpless and want to depend on a ppl or find a place to hide from all his or her problem.我们的纪念
数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
数不尽的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经有过的预言
就让她带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 July 2008;
8:04:00 AM
long time nv update le lor... sian... coz too busy on study liao... haiis... recently happen quite lot of things that i veri tired to handle also... ytd i was reading a book then i read a sentences. in this world, nobod is competely good or competely bad... so you cant judge ppl by he or she doing a mistake and just mark he or she as a bad or good person. as for my future i still not very sure of the course i take... but mostly is sumtink to wif com ba....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 July 2008;
10:17:00 PM
yo! long timenv update le neh... just doing same old staff... playing maple studying..... not much reali.... quite stress up neh... abit cant handle my study well..... although my english getting better but the rest of my sub abi going toward down.... haiis... reali must concentrade and no more slacking.... n one more think! must get rid of my children language... coz gt ppl sae the way i tok is the same as a pri schoo students....Reflection
Look at me
you may think you see who i really am
but you never know me
Everyday
is like playing a part
Now i see
if i wear a mask i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show
who i am inside?
i am now,
in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow,
i will show the world whats inside my heart
and be loved for who i am
who is that girl i see?
starting straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i don't know
must i pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside?
theres a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal
what we think
how we feel
must there be a secret me
i'm forced to hide
i wont pretend that i am
someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside?
when will my reflection show
who i am inside
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 July 2008;
4:35:00 PM
tis song is sang by my guitar instuctor Ernest... veri touching and sad... talking bout a guy waiting for the one he loves bbut in the end, he didnt get the ending he wants... when i listen till the almost end.. i felt like crying sumhow....
April Fool, Lover Fool
April fool, Lover fool
笑我傻， 为你哭
为你做的全部， 你不在呼
April fool, Lover Fool
现在终于看清楚
原来你只要他的幸福
我想要靠经你一步
但你终是， 互远互进保此态度
直道4月1号， 你才投入
多残酷, 原来我是April Fool
April fool, Lover Fool
笑我傻， 为你哭
为你做的全部， 你不在呼
April fool, Lover Fool
现在终于看清楚
原来你只要他的幸福
April fool, Lover Fool
笑我傻， 为你哭
为你做的全部， 你不在呼
April fool, Lover Fool
现在终于看清楚
原来你只要他的幸福
你对我从来都不再呼
为什么我们要有个当初
原来你只要他的幸福
原来你对我跟本在乎
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 June 2008;
6:29:00 PM
Continue....
see me n joyce hug hug!!!
me n ding jie is discussing who go save jocelyn... but while we are discussing.. joyce is drowning le... lolx...
All gather together!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 June 2008;
5:43:00 PM
today went to KH BBQ n play n took sum pictures..... quite fun but end up abit sick... this are the photo i took...
Guess who's the shy person hidding from Camera?!
<---- Loving couple
After pushing Kh to the water,
Ding jie Didn't get enough and trying to sabo JoceLyn,
<<<<<>
but they end up loving again in the end....
^^^^^^and leaving marks of their memories....^^^^^^^
To be Continue.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 June 2008;
1:35:00 PM
today at home nth to do den keep playing maple.... ytd go rebonding le... the person sae coz my hair veri stiff so after rebonding cut to the hairstyle i wan not nice need wait for 3 weeks ltr my hair look more natural den cut den nice.... sian lor... still need wait for 3 weeks.... Zzz.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
25 June 2008;
5:54:00 PM
tis two days my body weird weird de.... coz ytd my back pain den today onli eat half de tune sandwhich plus green tea den vomit 2 times... Zzz... den after CPA gastric pain.. ZZZ... haiis.. dun noe wat wrong... haiis... at first planning to cut my hair plus rebonding de... but coz school end quite late den by the time go there plus rebonding i think is around 10++ den sis sae dun wan.... at first tink tml is the best time but hor... i go music den fri go guitar... haiis... so need drag till sat! haiis.... me wan my hair short short.... but if not nice i cn go die liao......
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 June 2008;
7:12:00 PM
school start le... tis two days of school quite happy... den at home study at sumtime play maple...半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 June 2008;
2:57:00 PM
yo! ytd jus back from malaysia!!! quite fun... on the first days i already fall down jus outside my house and left two scars on my leg n hand... Zzz..... den i go buy alot of anime... spent 200++ on it.... and bag shoes.... overall quite fun la... but have to face the fact and come to n study liao... haiiss....... i lose my chinese books lor... wonder izzi at school anot.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 June 2008;
2:52:00 PM
recently onli cn sae busy busy busy....... nth to post.. speechless... jus let ur listen to tis song... look like is jus a music but veri behide got ppl sing de..... fav song from D.N angle.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 June 2008;
12:48:00 PM
recently nv update coz nth to update wif... dun noe wat to sae oso.... us normal days... playing maple doing my own tink... den start to pack up things to go malaysia this coming sat.... but i haven touch a single thing yet.. coz not like last time once noe going travel den early start to pack le.... heard they sae end of year going thailand... Zzz... sian lor... coz i dun reali like thailand... nth to sae le, bye.ps: this song i putting is D.N. Angel one of the sound track... and tis is one of the song i like the best.
5 more days of going to malaysia 7 more days of school reopen.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 June 2008;
11:13:00 AM
today sian lor.... maple cannot play again....ZZZ.... i going malaysia still dun wan to gib me play!!!! tonight fetching my cousin from airport...ZZz... veri big... must all go n fetch... lolx... nth to post le... bye...8 more days for going to malaysia!17 more days for school reopen.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
04 June 2008;
10:31:00 PM
today wake up at around 9++.. actually is not i want wale up de lor.... is coz my block need change the electric wire den need cut off all electricity from 8.30Am to 5.30PM!!! i hot till wan die liao lor... den cant take it den go out eat mc breakfast den sit veri long coz waiting for the electrcity to get back... den sis sae luckily today have plan to go out if not we want be deadmeat liao... lolx... den when we go home still no electricity... den i want bath le den go out den realise that not hot water... no choice i bath cold water den come out keep sneezing.... sis at there laugh.. sae i stupid.. Zzz..... den we go out with my aunt n cousin to company her go check up... den we went to orchard taka to go see toys!!! lolx... haven grown up... diao... den i same go see the Sylvanian families..... u cn sae i childish la.. but i reali like it... but hor nv buy n collect.. coz if i collect all is about 3 or 4k.... or more.... its veri ex..... haiis... den if buy 80% get scolded by mummy de.... so no choice ownself must earn money n buy... T.T ps: this song i found so hard den not choice have to upload it myself... coz i felt others singer sing this song i dont reali lyk it and not happy with it... so i have to upload myself as well as type the lyrice myself. haiis.... this song is quite meaningful.... listen neh. ^_^Crying In The Rain
I 'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
i've got my pride and i know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
i'll do my crying in the rain
if i wait for stormy skies
you wont know the rain
from the tear in my eyes
you'll never know that i still love you so
Though the heartache remaine
i'll do my Crying in the rain
raindrop falling from heaven
Could never take aways my misery
but since we not together
I'll wait for stormy weather
To hide these tears i hope you never see
Someday my crying done
i'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
i maybe a fool
but till then Darling you
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
02 June 2008;
2:58:00 PM
yo! ytd play maple till 4 den slp den 6 wake up choing again... lolx... siao liao... no la coz cant slp den wake up play. den bout 8++ i went to school wif joyce to do music course. when we reach school, we went to the cr4 to do coursework. slack alot today.... den thinking of composing song and join the sort of contest. but i dun have any "lin gan" so not sure wan anot.. so plan to try after i finish my music coursework... btw ytd choing maple den nw lvl 22 le!! yeah!!!! finally!!!! lolx... Diao.... 13 days more to go for me to go malaysia!
刺激2006
还记得吗
我们在机场的车站
所有快乐悲伤所有过去通通都抛去
直到视线变得模糊
整夜都闭不了眼睛
你与我之间有谁
一九九五年
比以往时候来得更晚一些
静静看你走一点都不像我
盼不到我爱的人
风再大又怎样
我要带你飞到天上去
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
感觉那么甜我那么依恋
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
再给我一点温柔
手牵手一步两步三步四步望著天
你却把别人拥在怀里
无论情节浪漫或多离奇
我的爱就有意义
我唯一爱的就是你
i love you无望
只要你过的比我好
让我飞
让我飞
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
31 May 2008;
3:09:00 PM
today wake up early to eat breakfast with my aunt den go their house take my bike and cycle home. while eating breakfast, they talk bout me my mummy and my sis, character. and they all agreed i look soft on the outside very very cold on the inside... lolx... this type of ppl veri scary. lolx... den when we cycle home half way its started to rain, but not veri heavy. after we reach home, i watch Hana Kimi on tv rest awhile den went to meet my aunt again. coz my uncle company have the tickets, they he gib me my sis n my cousin watch.... lolx... den after movie we went to a almost closing coffe shop eat... and went home... den play abit maple... den slp.... still have rush through to the lvl i wan!!! haiis....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 May 2008;
7:37:00 PM
today wake up first tink is rush maple. coz ytd my character recreated.... den today wanna rush through... den joyce join me n my cousin join me too. den we three train.... we have lot of fun. while joyce go to her quest left me n my cousin, she make me laugh alot... lolx... den she n joyce BULLY ME!!!! lolx.... deni play maple till nw.... den after blog still go play... coz nv work plus at home too sian liao... keep rushing through....lolx天空灰的像哭过离开你以后 并没有更自由酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离一幕最新的结局像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记找到了回忆那笑容是夏季你我的过去 被算是真的忘记缺氧过后的爱情如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续 天空灰的像哭过离开你以后 并没有更自由酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离一幕最新的结局像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记找到了回忆那笑容是夏季你我的过去 被算是真的忘记缺氧过后的爱情如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 May 2008;
7:32:00 PM
today went to school to go to music coursework again... den today joyce help me bring food to eat. we went to school thirt floor to eat while waiting for Mr goh to come... den i sms him and found out he still in hos. so we eat slowly and chit chat.... den qian come.... den we continue to chit chat... den when we go to CR4, we quite slack. den i found out that my coursework formy second song is all gone! den i have to redo... so angry man! den keep finding back the loops but cant find that feeling.... in the end i went to my ah ma house to take bike, but in the end rain... stupid lor! den cant take bike... haiis....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 May 2008;
10:14:00 AM
today wake up at 9++... when i woke up i found out that i have 7 sms!!!! haiis... my eyes hardly open den i open my eyes to read and close my eyes to reply. den my sis saw me like tat she sae MY SIS SO CUTE!!!!!!! she shout early in the morning for wat! scare me sia.... den when we go to school we went to 7-11to buy things eat. in the end me n joyce spent 13++... den we like having pinic in the CR4 like that.. lolx.... sian lor.... at school do course work.... Zzz.nw is 1++. nw im in soaking wet suituation. coz we at school went out for lunch with justin goh. den when we about to eat finish, it start to rain. den we ran back to school. coz the rain gets bigger so we ran back first and justin goh tape at HDB blk. den when we reach school we go find one umbrella and go fetch justin goh. He was so touched man! lolx... the umbrella oso veri big. so we three person can fix in. but i stand in front i get veri wet. three of us, im the wettest and justin goh damn dry. den we went in to CR4 den veri cold. i so damn wet den i took off my skirt. but of cos got wear pants la.... den we oso took off shoes... den come in update.
彩虹
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由
我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
27 May 2008;
12:33:00 PM
today at home nth to do..... den go play maple, play piano, watch tv... life jus so boring.... haiis... then my hand crazy le... coz when i play piano my fingering today bcom so weird and jus dun get the right feeling... den my sis ask today i what wrong... i oso dun noe how reply.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
26 May 2008;
3:00:00 PM
today wake up quite early to go to school to do music coursework. when my alarm rang i dont really felt like coming to school lor coz ytd veri late then slp den nw so early wake... ytd bout 5am++ den slp? not veri sure. coz ytd doing tink. me n qian waited justin goh for 2 hr++ den he came but luckily CG open the room le if not we damn boring de. den when justin goh came den i start doing my coursework den coz qian n joyce dun noe how do plus teacher not around they start playing with teacher com den play around... today quite fun. veri happy. but oso have sum problem that holds my feeling.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
9:31:00 AM
ytd me n my sis just brought two bike, nw my family all have bike lo! ytd after we buy finish we went to yishun park cycle awhile den afterwhile we went home. after resting awhile, sis call my grandmother that we are going to her house. but my sis n mummy plan to cycle there. my ah ma house is at sembawang lor. far leh. but i still follow. then on the way, suppose to be mother take care of children in the end i take care of my mother. Zzz...
everything went just fine till when we reach sun plaza. my sis de bike seat suddenly get loose and bcom veri hard to cycle. den we went all the way to sun plaza "ABC shop" buy tool den i go fix. Ha.. ha.. me strong neh! den when i go back planning to fix the bike, mummy told me that got a auntie eyes got stamp block her eyes and bang on my sis bike.
den the handle loose oso. zzz. stupid lor. the bike is at veri corner she still can go bang. make me fix more longer. Zzz. when finally ok le though can reach ah ma house le in the end sis bike seat loose again. make me stop ride stop ride. den when reach my ah ma house already 8++ le. den ah ma shocked why we so tired and veri sweaty. den coz sis today having interview so we cant cycle back our bike coz if cycle tink we will be home by mid night ba.
虽然我愿意
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃虽
然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 May 2008;
11:30:00 AM
today nth to do.... having sore throat plus abit flu.... nw holiday le..... veri veri boring!!!!!!!! coz holiday nth to do always! oh ya! ytd night me was having lots of fun at my house coz i finally get to learn more song and i have a piano scores duet! n my sis play wif me! so fun!!! 后悔
回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆绩雪叠成冬天
想伸手在偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁
可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美 当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁
再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
*back to first paragraph*
某夜竖起耳朵我听见
幸福带你走远
剩后悔陪我失眠
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁再
用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 May 2008;
11:41:00 AM
yo! long time nv update blog le..... got my result ytd and i remain on 4th position.... lolx... happy.... but my chinese go down... haiis.... On last wed i had my La vista perfomance.... fun.... i quite enough it alot...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 May 2008;
1:50:00 PM
today mr chew show us our total result for midyear exam.... i got fourth... lolx... so happy.... but teacher sae is jus temporary.... make me scare scare.... hope wont drop to fifth or below.... lolx.... haiis. long time no use com le... but today sis again nv go work but i dun wan care le jus go play... lolx... but she at home me no more freedom le... haiis.... today when i went home. CG saw me n sumone together..... sumhow when he look n smile creeps me alot.... dun noe why.... although he smiles to joyce n sandy oso but gt one he look at my eyes n smile... suddenly felt veri veri scary.. lyk watching ghost movie lyk tat.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 May 2008;
8:21:00 AM
so long nv update blog le... coz didnt use the com.... i get my mid year result.... i pass all my subject.... yeah! but mummy lie lor..... she dun wan buy DS for me she sae when i go malaysia she gib me extra money. ytd at guitar was veri fun. coz we can see ken n myint tis "couple" playing and chyee gin and ken another "couple" singing and looking at each other and lots of funny tink happen... laugh alot..... when reach home told my sis i pass all she oso happy den we boring we go find our old vcd n watch casper.... lolx..... 最好的朋友
你笑的时候还是很可爱
好像从来不曾给人伤害
多久没聚会了
你双眼眯起来
问我好不好
同一家餐厅却变了口味
再怎么熟悉也不是滋味
曾几何时我
成了局外人
而无言以对
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
想跟你说我过得还不坏
伤感的个性也都没有改
年少相知的人
即使过一辈子
也无法忘怀
晓得吗我其实非常感慨
总算还是能撑到了现在
此刻才明白
所有的无奈
都只是无奈
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
恍如隔世这个故事
唯一的结局剩下几个字
你说爱
终究是一个人的事
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
为何最好的人都只是经过
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 May 2008;
10:17:00 AM
today i go to my old account to check mail. 91 mail!!! read till veri tired.... mummy send me alot of mail is powerpoint and i go see. den got one is full of meaning sentences. i remember quite lots of sentences. - 一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有得多，而是因为他计较得少。meaning: a happiness is not because he had lots of happiness but is cause he dont mind lots of things.- 爱不是要求对方，而是要由自身的付出。Meaning: love cant be force it can only be shown out willingly.- 生气，就是那别人的过错来惩罚自己meaning: begin angry is jus using ppl mistake to punish urself.all this sentence meaningful neh! diao....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 May 2008;
8:08:00 AM
today woke up at 8 ++.... nth to do but ltr on the afternoon going to practice guitar. at home too long oso veru sian.... coz reali nth much to do.now is night around 7++... coz nth to do so edit my posts... today afternoon me wif joyce n qian playing guitar under block. but we play awhile den start to play monoploy le.... lolx.... but not for long joyce sis sms joyce sae need go home le. den we went back home. den i at home keep playing piano coz damn boring de. den jus nw i help mummy fix the light coz spoilted liao. den when coming down slip and fell. head go down first summore but i use hand to block in the end my hand nw veri pain. den awhile ltr i go help mummy cook food den burn myself by the oil... haiis.... damn careless de.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 May 2008;
6:21:00 PM
today quite ok. today although is Mother day but my family does not reali have the mood to celebrate. just call and wish a happy mother day. quite boring this year coz all busying own things and does not have time to get together. haiis ytd n today my rigth eyes seem to have blue-black lyk tat. coz when i blink quite pain. but see in the mirror was fine. haiis. after exam le. den found out nth to do... sian...One Better
Give me a half a chance
I'll make you understand
That what I've got to give
Is so much more than this
Than you'll ever know
I don't say what's on my mind
But you'll find this out in time
Don't always open up
I'm not quick to trust
And let someone inside
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I've got to say what's right for meY
ou should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I'll be one better
You've seen some falling stars
You've felt a broken heart
Time is all it takes
Learn from my mistakes
Know exactly what you are
But I can't hang on the side
Had enough of all these fights
Got to get to you
Got to get this through'
Till you realize
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I got to say what's right for me
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I won't back down
No never, no never
You don't have to be alone
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Oh....
I'll be one better
Oh...
I'll be one better
Oh
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
09 May 2008;
9:00:00 PM
today math exam is quite easy but i make a terrible mistake! there a question i not sure how to do den i use one of the given formula to do it. in the end found out that is wrong and that question is damn damn easy! OMG! three marks gone! 
... reali can cry out man! after exam due to qian want take guitar from cherilyn for La vista performent. we go chamber find ding jie den we go cherilyn house take guitar den i cor cg to ask him can i go take guitar? den he ask when, i sae nw. he got shocked and sae you want come my house ar?" i of cos sae no den i sae jus block downstair den he ask you dont want come my house? Zzz..... den after that his 1 n 7 sound the same and we go wrong block to wait for him... Zzz. den when we reach his house i cor him den he took more den 5 mins den come down. den his wear formal on top. but below jus slipper n short pant. veri veri uncle look. but i like his guitar. but play not bout 10 min hand de skin come out liao coz is metal. den when we going back home we still need go to ding jie house return. den we pass by my house. coz i ride too fast den i almost bang on qian den i take n go to the grass patch den i hurt my leg. veri pain but no injures. before that i have got a cut on my leg coz early on i was waiting for qian den i was toking on phone den lose balance so the bike cut my leg. today quite fun but not tiring enough. last time when we cycle more fun. lolx... they sae i got bcom black coz sun but i dun tink so.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 May 2008;
10:59:00 AM
ytd music i need to redo my inserting scores coz the stupid com go hang.... but luckily still enough time.... haiis... ytd cant use com plus nw oso coz sis do tink den i come update blog onli... so sad... y she nv work den snatch com wif me de.... but nvm la... me learning new song again on playing piano.... learning more and more song worr! but not sure can remember all anot... k gtg bb.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 May 2008;
7:46:00 AM
today wake up early nth to do. so i go n read all the post i update last time. n i realise last time de me so cheerful. so honest. and put all the things to the blog. lolx. last time although childish but yet can be very cheerful. but nw getting mature n getting more serious then ever. haiis... haven been thinking tis few day. should i change back to that childish cheerful girl or remain this way?nw is 1 plus in the afternoon... CG willling to lend me his guitar on Las vista performance... so happy..... finally felt happy le!!! and we tok bout how the performance goes to improve the performance... but CG not good worr! he sae teacher bad words..... lolx..... this is angel in front devil behide..... this type os ppl scary.静静的
空气里躲着什么
有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你
你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么
好像变得很不同
站在你身边
这一切都好宽阔
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
心里面藏着什么
你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦
也就是你的梦
哦
纸条上写了什么
我好想要听你说
让字字句句
充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
永远要记得那天
彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花
是我们的拥有
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手
是最简单的梦
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 May 2008;
11:02:00 AM
today science exam very easy quite happy wif it. recently been very stress and fainted a few times on sat n sun. but im ok neh! still strong. coz i noe i cant brk down. tml no exam so happy can slp whole day liao... lolx..... show someone de MSN title put ai wo ai de ren. he finally has sumone he like! good for him! A devil who acts like a Angel! lolx.Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
(Chorus) I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
There's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 April 2008;
11:59:00 AM
today math quite lot of question do wrong.... cant reali concentrade today.... dun noe why....recently felt so fan...... n get irratated easily..... need some time to be alone n cool down..... so hope no one will irratate me nw.... coz nw my mood is veri veri bad.... but try to control.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 April 2008;
2:29:00 PM
today at school whole day i been studying math and CPA... i understand most of it but there are some not too sure bout it.... quite tired.... today the weather is damn hot... keep sweating.... btw today after music lesson justin goh told my friends that my music coursework is good and up to standard..... when i heard this im really happy bout it! coz finally i ave proven that i have that heart to really concentrade on my music.... finally can tell my mother that i really take music very seriously and not one minute of interest! lolx.... more confident for my coursework..... Jocelyn music is nice too! she damn creative.... she add those cute and special effect that i didn't put... coz dun have that courage to put it.... coz quite afraid it will sound bad....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 April 2008;
2:27:00 PM
today is the last day of cooking... ok.. quite fun... one more day and we start our exam again..... lolx.. diao.... finally got my answer of wat i have been thinking this few day..... the answer is beyond my expectation and really surprise me.... but im relieve to get this irritating problem solve.... coz i hate this quetions alot.... 我的快乐
徘了 徊了 走了 错了 哭了 懂了 累了 倦了 困了
烦的 乱的 梦的 都是真的
疯的 想的 念的 不安的焦虑的 浮躁的 梦过的
永远的失去的 怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发 困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了哀伤
我的 你的 他的 好的 坏的 难的 灰的 蓝的 黄的
酸的 甜的 苦的 都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得
我想要换你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会 回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值得不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的 想的 念的 不安的焦虑的 浮躁的 梦过的
永远的 失去的 怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得只得 疯了疯了
忘了
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 April 2008;
4:29:00 PM
today english exam... quite hard.... lots of question dun noe how do... cfm fail de lor.... haiis.... today kept playing piano and guitar but my mood still quite low..... veri veri emo.... for 15 may performance thinking of asking ppl to lend me his or her metal string guitar but not sure who to ask for? haiis.... fan.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 April 2008;
4:58:00 PM
today got chinese oral... i make a big mistake! i go speak english plus chinese..... Zzz.... haiis.... my chinese go down.... dont know y this year i dun have the teen to go study for mid year exam... normally i will start study bout few week ago de... but nw study abit only.... haiis.... for music i wanted to change my second song.... coz i dun have any idea for my second song..... so nw finding!!! Hurt so bad
哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说
你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我
我还是想对你说
bady i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
bady you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
bady i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
bady you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
bady i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
bady you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
bady i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
bady you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得说好的
你怎么忘记了
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
21 April 2008;
5:49:00 PM
ytd i went to Zoo wif my family... too lots of photos... quite fun... but it was hot and cold hot n cold trip.... coz when we at there we walk till afternoon and we sweat alot...bout 1 2 o'clock lyk tat den go eat lunch... we went to KFC and eat... the air - con damn cold... i was freezing at that time... den after that we go back and continue go see animals.... and we sweat again... but after that it start to rain althought i got bring umbrella but coz we see performance it is quite ma fan den i keep it den jus caught in the rain... it a whole day trip and some animals are damn cute... i even saw a penguin fall down..... lolx.... i onli put abit of photo on blog onli...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
19 April 2008;
9:06:00 PM
lolx... on thursday i do souffle... the cocao powder abit messy.. lolx.... quite sweet.... lyk ice cream... lolx... nv try before the real souffle so i not sure is it correct anot... lolx... recently busying bout guitar again.... although exam coming.... but to me music first.... lolx... this song is on last friday CG sing.... he going to sing this song on the Lavista performance de.... the song veri meaning and its nice..... and i finally noe the the title of the song.... coz of sum reason cant be tell.... lolx...
朋友变情人再变朋友
安静的房间 还有你的温柔
躺在棉被上看着多的枕头
为何分手后 回忆就被偷走
爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友
你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你聊电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 谁都觉坎坷
爱上你以后 失忆也很轻松
现实太残酷 梦中你会拥抱我
当爱上以后 如今我们分手
我变成新歌手 是唱太多哗啦歌
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好 却只能做朋友
你装冷漠 我装无所谓 我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友 或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 只能写成歌
你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你聊电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 谁都觉坎坷
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好 却只能做朋友
你装冷漠 我装无所谓 我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友 或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 只能写成歌
朋友变情人再变朋友 祝我们快乐
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 April 2008;
2:43:00 PM
today mr naufa finally come back toschool le... but also teach nth much.... today headache n not feeling veri well plus this few days i quite stress.... sumtime abit cant take it..... haiis.... but nvm i got my pisno to help me with it... but ytd my sis dun let me play den i damn angry lor... ytd i veri stress so i go play piano but coz is late den cant play.... haiis.... nth to sae le....Goodbye
I can see the pain living in you eyes.
And i know how hard you try.
You deserve to have soo much more.
I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I'll never criticitze.
All you've ever meant to my life.
* I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why.
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye *
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of.
Losing you is painful to me
REPEAT *
You would never ask me why.
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore.
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry.
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 April 2008;
4:12:00 PM
today day per normal... but recently quite tired... not enough slp ba.... today we have math test... quite easy.... but i nv do the last question... CPA dame boring lor... i keep drawing n delete drawing n delete... sian..... summore Mr naufa still nv come to school..... haiis... science not sure how le... i know is tested on all three chapters we study..... ok nth to sae le... bye...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
14 April 2008;
2:48:00 PM
today school per normal da pernormal nth wrong or happen.... another sian day.... lolx.... damn boring sia... nth to do..... haiis...... exam coming le... sian... need study alot this few day but science Mr naufa nv come dun noe how..... haiis.... math, teacher nv gib the 7 years series book yet so i haven study math.... den i nth to study lor... lyk tat midyear i cfm do veri bad de..... tis song is my fav. veri meaningful...越爱越难过
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Ti Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Ti Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 April 2008;
11:06:00 PM
today me n my family go to AMK go there shop shop.... den finally i found a ring that suit me n veri nice... den we go to NTUC extra there buy veg... we buy alot veg... lolx... den my sis sae i like cow... coz i eat alot veg..... diao..... but at least today have fun... den ytd i go to my cousin school Nan yang grils to watch a music concert... quite boring coz is solo one by one...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 April 2008;
11:04:00 AM
yo! long time no update coz com at reformat... lolx... nw com bcom better le... ytd i nv go guitar due to going out with friends den qian sms me n told me on 15 may we are having a performance at school Lavista! that not the point.... me n qian need perform together alone like when we are at the music marathod... T.T
洋葱(onion)
如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
(you be'll surprize, you will get shocked)
你是我 最压抑
(if you are me you will get stress)
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的
剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 April 2008;
8:06:00 AM
yo! today day per normal ba... ltr got math tution den go home i need to arrange my com doc. for reformat coz i wan reformat com.... ermmm nth to sae le... bb
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 April 2008;
3:49:00 PM
yo! long time nv update le... ps ps... hee....coz quite busy about speed day.... ytd is the speed day den past few weeks is having rehearsel... so quite busy... n nw sick again... Zzz.... nw nth much... due to mid year exam coming, i also going busy studying....this song is my cousin intro to me de... quite nice.... Unfaithful
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 March 2008;
11:05:00 AM
yo! recentlybeen quite sick.... as the whole class know i no voice.... it was dame suffering lor... but now recover le... so happy..... lolx... diao.... but nw stilll have abit cough.... tink by tml should be ok.... tml have NAfA! and i not quite sure i have energy to run anot.... only cn try... if fail den rerun lor.... always lyk tat de mahx.... lolx..... recently learning one song called forbidden love on my piano... veri nice and sad.... going to find out this song de story... lolx.... must listen den change web worr... coz veri nice to listen... erm.... dun noe what to write le.. bb
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 March 2008;
9:57:00 PM
recently i keep playing my piano and found out that my skill in piano like shit man! hard to play.... coz i nw felt lyk learning secret song dame hard for me but i will keep learning coz bu si xin! lolx.... sian.... actually nw want play but coz veri late liao den play le will kana complain de... so veri tong ku... coz see the piano but cnnt play... T.T summore tml got stay back den cnnt go home play... more T.T
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
16 March 2008;
11:11:00 AM
yo! long time nv update blog liao not coz sis use com but coz i lazy update.... On 14 march i go take the teenage prize... the place is dame spooky de lor! and veri far oso! at pasir ris..... den when we reach still nedd take bus den still need walk a veri long spooky road den reach.... den when reach i got three plush toys, three note book, one harmonical, and one handphone strip. for the plush toys of simon and the notebook of simon i gib to my cousin... coz she lyk and she oso wear spec den we sae both noob noob de... diao.... the harmonical i gin to my aunt coz she noe how blow.... den my bag become veri light... lolx... coz after that i need go watch movie.... watch spiderwick.... veri nice..... interesting... erm... those dun like harry potter i tink u wont lyk this movie oso ba.... today me go buy a piano scores for my music course... cost 26 dollar.... ex but i think is worth it... coz i been finding this scores for a long long time le..... nw trying to learn it... lolx...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 March 2008;
12:25:00 PM
today after guitar hand veri pain... coz play too long n press veri hard... lolx... i won a alvin n chipmuck prize from teenage... lolx.... diao! but hor counted lucky lei.... recently not in mood so sun felt lyk toking or doing things.... jus felt lyk begin alone n jus alone n nobody distrub.... coz quite tired actually so not in mood for anytink......... hais........ sian....... -_-为了你再笨的事我都肯做
却还是在你心里锦屏末座
我成全你的追求
有没有让你心动
反而一看见我就想要逃走
于是我更努力的付出更多
为什么却尽让你日渐消瘦
脸上不再有笑容
烦恼比快乐还多
我突然明白自己犯了大错
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
你说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
于是我更努力的付出更多
为什么却渐让你日渐消瘦
脸上不再有笑容
烦恼比快乐还多
我突然明白自己犯了大错
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
我说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
我说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
都已经决定要离开的时候
却还是忍不住
又回过了头
你并明天抬起头
完全没有在看我
明天我不会在说我爱你了
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 March 2008;
2:00:00 PM
yo! long time no update le... ps nehx! lolx... today got sport day... quite fun but my neck got abit rope burn... veri pain... lolx... den my ulcer so serious tat so many days liao still so pain... den every morning brush teeth veri pain... tml is again my music marathon.... hope to get it... summore tml teacher sae got alot press n watever bullshit de.... but hor this marathon got so big mehx... big till lyk tat... diao....Gotta Go my own ways
[Gabriella]
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps gettin in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
[Troy]
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
[Gabriella]
What about trust?
[Troy]
You know I never wanted to hurt you
[Gabriella]
what about me?
[Troy]
What am I supposed to do?
[Gabriella]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
[Troy]
I'll miss you
[Gabriella]
SoI've got to move on and be who I am
[Troy]
Why do you have to go?
[Gabriella]
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
[Troy]
I'm trying to understand
[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World somedayBut at least for now
[Troy]
I want you to stay
[Gabriella]
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
[Troy]
What about us?
[Gabriella]
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
[Troy]
I'm trying to understand
[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World somedayBut at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
03 March 2008;
8:15:00 AM
yo! today is joyce birthday neh! happy birthday to her!!! nw in school having music lesson but coz teacher haven come so cn use com... hahas.... today going out to watch Leap years and celebrate joyce birthday..... this sat i going to the republic ploy again to go for the music marathon....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 March 2008;
12:35:00 AM
on 28 of feb, qian told me that "tml is 29 of feb" 4 year once de date so must treasure the day... and i cn sae that t indeed will remember this day... n in will nv forget wat has happen... for all i noe in the future i will not be the same again... bad to worse or bad to good? depend ba... but nw all i want to care about is my study n music... n i will onli concentrade on this two n not others.... coz i reali tink that this is how a normal student life goes ba... recently class been speading me n kim hock together... erm... is not true we r just friends so please dun misunderstood neh! if not nobody will want me liao... lolx... Diao..... k that all nw coz nw is 12 mid night ++... so dun wanna sa too much... n go do my things.... not planing to slp... hahas! k me go off le... bb!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 February 2008;
8:22:00 AM
yo! got the result for the music marathon audition! me n qian got in but sadly chyee gin n ken do not get to the second audition.... but they seem do get throug with it and nv get too disappointed.... wat chyee gin use is coz this the first time not enough experience so is fine... summore not enough time to practice.... so nw is me n qian left for the mararhon... more scare.... but tink its ok ba..... nw back to school... erm... quite fine... except some problem came up.... veri veri veri tired of thst problem and dun wish to do anytink to it... but when t come to no choice i cn onli sae dun blame me to be heartless coz when i stress up u will nv noe wat will i do to solve this tink.... sumtinme i even use the ways that not i mean to..... today music got this scores... love it alot.... this songs is nice...The reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
27 February 2008;
7:40:00 PM
yo! came to update my blog again.... haiis... recently got so many problem neh! my leg injure den nw my head veri pain and giddy... summore sport day coming need to train... sian... erm... nth to write le... enough the Canon music neh! my fav.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 February 2008;
1:41:00 PM
today at home nth to do... summore my leg injure coz jus nw play with my sis den my leg muscle kana pull now leg walk veri pain summore ltr need go out.... sian... coz need do sumtink so must go out..... btw... ytd i ask ernest about music school tink.... den he told me o level den cn den i sae n level leh he told me go interview..... den i found out that onli need one year for diaploma music cost is 7800 one year...... i tink not veri ex la... den mummy sae i go study finish ITE den i cn go study music.... yeah!!! lolx.... but she scare my music cert go work not begin regonise..... haiis.... so ma fan.... so mummy sae must studt Nitec den cn... Zzz..... but she sae any course lyk cn le... coz she see the office oso no use de.... so she gib me choose... hahas.... so good!!! ps: this song is CG ytd sing dejust when i needed you most
You packed in the morning and I
Stared out the window and I
Struggled for something to say
You left in the rain
Without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
But I miss you more than I
Missed you before and now
Where I'll find comfort, God knows'
Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
(Left me, just when I needed you most)
Now most every morning I
Stare out the window and I
Think about where you might be
I've written you letters
That I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me'
Cause I need you more than I
Needed before and now
Where I'll find comfort, God knows'
Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
(Left me, just when I needed you most)
[Instrumental Interlude]
You packed in the morning I
Stared out the window and I
Struggled for something to say
You left in the rain
Without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I love you more than I
Loved you before and now
Where I'll find comfort, God knows'
Cause you left meJust when I needed you most
Oh, yeahYou left me
Just when I needed you mos
tYou left me
Just when I needed you most
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
22 February 2008;
11:04:00 PM
today at guitar lesson i was veri happy coz i was having alot of fun today! coz i get to bully CG wif some of my junior help! yeah! who ask him always bully me! coz today we got our new scores was scarbourg fair sol guitar den for the senior if u geet to learn it well u teach them first.... den CG noe first den he go teach the junior den i noe how to play it ltr den ernestcor me go help CG teach the junior.... den when i go there they perfer me teach then CG... hahas... den i teach 5 of the sec 1 student and CG teach 3 include jun jie.... den while i teaching cg was chating with jun jie den i sae him nv teach den at there toking.... den i keep saying alot till he nth to sae... cant fight back... hahas.... den when CG say me sae i anyhow teach the junior got one junior told him is she ownself not sure not i teaching bad... lolx... make till CG nth to sae den veri pan sei... lolx... den after teaching when ernest wan the three OP Idol from our guitar group ppl to come out to sing, CG is the last wan and we sabo him alot... he sang " just when i needed you the most" is nice but he pan sei den face all red den face down... veri funny.... den i say him cn sing in font of whole school den cannot sing in font of jus 50++ ppl.... den he again nth to sae... lolx.... btw today we ask teacher bout the marathord result she sae next mon den tell ask.... is dame long de lor.... still need to wait.... sian... faster know more good mahx.... haiis....
CRY
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happeningI
stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you,
i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so,
personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it showYou won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken hear
tBut no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 February 2008;
3:44:00 PM
two days ago me go to the music marathord wif qian.... was super nervous de!!! but when performing that time ok... but face too serious...lolx... haven noe the result yet... so quite anxious to know it... lolx... before the marathord we went back to school to have lunch and we saw ken our guitar junior who was having the performing too... n CG... they two appear to be normal but they is as nervous as us! lolx... first ime see CG so gong! lolx... lyk children lyk tat... lolx... but their performance came ut not veri good not coz their performing ba... coz i tink is nice... n let me relax n not so nervous coz after them is me n qian le... but came out quite good la... lolx... hope this friday we cn get the result le neh! nth to sae le... gtg... bb!If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore...
If you take her hand,
she would staywith you for the rest of your life;
ifyou let her go, she couldn't go backto being herself anymore...
(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily,
Except infront of the person who she love themost,
she becomes weak..(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you forthe rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain nhurt she's feeling?
Think....Which other girl have cried wif puresincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, nagony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
Guy s, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it. Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets,I
t may be too late to say "im sorry".
擦肩而过
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 February 2008;
4:14:00 PM
PS neh! long time nv update my blog liao... coz no reali free.... tml is the marathord audition le neh! is a pity that hoyce cant pei me go coz teacher sae is jus onli for 10 to15 min den she cant follow us take MAXI CAB... T.T sobs.... i want joyce go wif me... not fair de!!!! recently is still thesame but nw is getting more and more tired den ever.... it seem that no matter how long i sleep i still cant reali get my energy back.... does anywan have "ANG 0.5"? can lend me... finding ppl to lend a long time but no wan have... Zhang Shao han got so unpopular mehx?! lolx... but i lyk her album one song de best is called '' 亲爱的，那不是爱情" (dear, that's not loves) k that all now coz jus wake up den still abit gong gong de situation... wish tml i cn report to u about my audition! byee!
亲爱的 那并不是爱情
教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 February 2008;
4:22:00 PM
yo! long time nv update blog liao... coz too busy... summore keep going out..... lolx... next mon is music marathrod nehx! OMG!!! scare ltr we veri lousy... lolx... haiis... sian... so boring..... -_-nth to do except practice guitar... practice practice practice.... lolx.... reali veri boring nehx! tml is valentine day so i here wish u all early happy valentine!!! ^_^Only love
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be, you're asking me
But only love can say,
try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me,
the sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part,
and pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through,
that's something only love can doIn your arms
as the dawn is breaking
Face to face
and a thousand miles apar
tI've tried my best to make you see,
there's hope beyond the painI
f we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say, try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me,
the sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part, and pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through, that's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words,
to touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye
But only love can say
- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me, the sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part, and pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through,
that's something only love can do
That's something only love can do...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
~~~ still have alot... but no time to do..~~~~ End~~~~
see me n joyce hug hug!!!
me n ding jie is discussing who go save jocelyn... but while we are discussing.. joyce is drowning le... lolx...
All gather together!!! 
... reali can cry out man! after exam due to qian want take guitar from cherilyn for La vista performent. we go chamber find ding jie den we go cherilyn house take guitar den i cor cg to ask him can i go take guitar? den he ask when, i sae nw. he got shocked and sae you want come my house ar?" i of cos sae no den i sae jus block downstair den he ask you dont want come my house? Zzz..... den after that his 1 n 7 sound the same and we go wrong block to wait for him... Zzz. den when we reach his house i cor him den he took more den 5 mins den come down. den his wear formal on top. but below jus slipper n short pant. veri veri uncle look. but i like his guitar. but play not bout 10 min hand de skin come out liao coz is metal. den when we going back home we still need go to ding jie house return. den we pass by my house. coz i ride too fast den i almost bang on qian den i take n go to the grass patch den i hurt my leg. veri pain but no injures. before that i have got a cut on my leg coz early on i was waiting for qian den i was toking on phone den lose balance so the bike cut my leg. today quite fun but not tiring enough. last time when we cycle more fun. lolx... they sae i got bcom black coz sun but i dun tink so.
